lmao what is this book
what is life
oh fuck too deep
anyway
(a sad song for me just came on)
this was supposed to me ranting about something happy
but now i just wanna be sad
and i'm also super nervous about posting this because like,
idk is this weird?
probably.
do i care?
no.
why am i arguing with myself?
no idea.
man fuck it.
imma post this.
i ain't no little bitch,
i ain't scared.
anyway
i kinda have a crush on my friend
okay scratch that
i'm definitely into my friend
and i'm confused because like
with them,
it's different than the others.
this friend of mine,
they're different.
they don't act like the others.
they're funny.
and make me laugh even when i'm sad
they're nice.
even if my other friends say they're not.
they're hot.
and they think i'm hot too, which is a half lie
they're good listeners.
they don't judge me for my past, even if they only know bits and pieces of it.
they make me wanna just tell them everything,
and for once i feel like i can actually trust someone?
i could go on and on about this person.
but i'm sure none of you would care.
i don't even know what the point of this chapter is.
maybe it's a hint to them to talk to me?
maybe it's just me being hella into them.
maybe it's just me being bored and having nothing better to do.
whatever it is,
i gots a crush on my friend.
- b :')
