i'm very much alive.
i just logged out for while.
okay,
more than just a while
but i guess i just needed a break.
not like i talk to anyone on here anymore,
anyone i was friends with on here,
mostly likely has one of my other social media's or my number.
so like i wasn't totally cutting anyone off.
anyway
i'm back.
it's summer break.
summer break is actually almost over.
but so far i think i can say summer has been fun,
for the most part anyway.
there's been a couple problems here and there,
but i'm doing good.
better than i was a couple months ago that is.
there's also been a lot of fun things going on.
i've gone to tons of parties and had my fair share of tequila shots.
i've snuck out in the middle of the night with friends,
i've even made a couple new friends.
oh and i'm going to los angeles for a week in a day or two,
which is something i'm looking forward to because i really miss my city.
i haven't been there in so long and i guess i'm feeling a bit homesick?
i'm going with some friends and we're going to all sorts of cool places.
hopefully it'll go well, and hopefully i'll enjoy it.
i guess i've changed a lot since i was last on here.
i've gotten quieter,
more serious,
and i guess just more aware.
i'm not saying i'm not the goofy person i was,
i'm just saying that i've grown out of the dumb jokes.
i don't fuck around anymore,
i don't waste time on stupid things.
and i don't think i quite know why i'm writing this,
or to who i'm writing this.
but this is it.
this is me.
- b :)
