okay sO
remember how i said my hot friend would be leaving for the army yesterday?
lmao y'all don't even care,
but anywAy.
turns out he's staying another nine days and isn't supposed to leave til the 23.
i'm so happy.
ajdksj.
i get to spend more time with him,
and i've been thinking of asking him to go to the fair with me,
before he goes.
but then i was like.
that might be weird.
so i didn't ask him,
even though i really wanted to.
but good thing i didn't because my brother had already beat me to it,
and turns out my friend is busy.
so at least i wasn't the one rejected.
i still really wanna go out with him somewhere,
idfk.
maybe i'll invite him out to eat some frozen yogurt.
or i'll just go to his house and watch movies.
i
don't
know.
but i do know that really fucking like this guy,
like a l o t.
and literally all my friends are telling to go after him.
but i'm kinda iffy on that.
like he's going to be leaving in nine days.
so it's kinda late to start something with him,
but i also want to be that bitch that sends her boyfriend letters and prints out nudes for him.
akdjdkd kidding about the nudes,
not really.
oh my god imagine if they checked the letters before giving them to him?
fuckkk.
no but i did want to print out memes and send them to him so he wouldn't miss out.
since he won't have his phone for 18 weeks.
god i hate that he'll be so far from me,
literally across the country.
and i'm like.
no,
please stay.
i don't want my baby to go.
i'm scared he'll get hurt,
and i won't be able to do anything to help.
but he wants to go,
and i gotta be happy for him.
lmao he's probably not even interested in me.
yikes,
i'm very lonely,
and single,
and in love.
lmaooo jk
what is love?
man, i don't even fucking know what i'm saying.
last time i liked someone this much,
things didn't exactly work out.
lmaooo,
that was fun.
but ya girl is over that and now i'm totally into this friend.
i may not exactly know what love is,
but i do know that i'd stop eating cookies for him.
and i loVe cookies.
anyway,
imma go think about my perfect mans that doesn't know he's my mans.
- b :')
