so today i went to another party.
except this time i was sober the entire time,
which was a shocker.
and my hot friend from last week was there.
and my gOd man,
he looked really good tonight.
i kept flirting with him all night,
and for the most part,
he flirted back.
but i kinda had to keep it on the down low because he's my brothers friend too.
there was a photo booth,
so you best believe i dragged his fine ass in there and had him take cute pictures with me.
after that,
we all left the party since it was boring anyway,
we walked to the car to come and park it closer.
and this fucker,
made dick jokes,
because ya know how teenage boys are.
and he was telling me his shoe size,
and i didn't believe he was a size 13.
and i said he had some big ass feet.
and he had the nerve to look me in the eye and say,
you know what they say about big feet.
and i choked because my brother was right theRe.
and he just laughed and said
big socks.
akdkdj. i hate him
but we parked the car closer and walked around town at like 11:30 at night.
we ended up at this random taco truck since my hot friend got hungry.
i was waiting in line with him while the others were sitting around.
he even offered to buy me food since i'd said i'd never had a burrito,
but i didn't want him to buy me some overpriced food so i said no,
and then there were fireworks going off and i was like.
fuck man,
i hate loud noises.
but he was so sweet,
he was comforting me and holding me until it was over akdkdj.
so eventually he got his food and then we found a spot for him to eat by the lake.
after he finished eating,
we started walking around again and i was still flirting with him.
and we found this nice ass sports car parked outside a hotel,
and i was like.
you won't go pose and take a picture in front the car.
and he was like.
say i won't.
so i did.
and before i knew it,
i was taking a picture of him in front of the stupid car.
eventually we met up with our other friend and we all left to eat at in n out.
but once we got there,
we decided that we wanted to go to apple bees instead.
but once we got to apple bees,
we realized that it was closing at midnight and it was already midnight.
so we walked across the street to denny's.
once we got situated and started eating,
we all were laughing and talking and having a good time,
my friend and i kept flirting.
eventually we finished eating and dipped,
so we all got to our cars and then it hit me.
my friend would be leaving in three days across the county to join the army and i wouldn't be seeing him for another 4-5 months.
and i got super sad.
so i got out my car to hug him goodbye,
and then after saying goodbye to the rest of my friends.
we all drove off and went home.
and now i'm sad because i've known him all year and it took me so fucking long to realize i like him.
ajdksj.
why am i like this?
- b :')
