bitch.
i use that word a lot,
yikes.
i also use that one a lot too
fuck.
oh my god those are basically my three favorite words.
okay anyway,
hahahaha
i'm dead inside.
well i mean,
more than i was before.
turns out my boo thang that had no idea i was totally into him,
is talking to someone.
and now i'm just like.
i was finally gonna make my move too.
but now that i found out he's talking to someone,
imma just go be sad and lonely and single.
lmao fuck this shit.
fuck feelings,
fuck relationships.
i'm done catching feelings for people just to get hurt in the end.
from now on i'm just not going to try anymore,
if a relationship happens, then it happens.
but i'm tired of going out and looking for one.
smh,
i really liked this guy
and now i gotta be a good friend and pretend like i'm not dying inside every time he talks about her.
wow this is like deja vu or some shit.
whatever,
i'm done.
fuck it.
- b :')
