Rejection's Chains

*~1~*The Rejection

I woke up to the sound of my pack wolves howling this was a normal day to day  routine in my pack, the reason was that the alpha hated people who were late and breakfast started at 6am so the alpha found a way to wake everyone with not much effort... I honestly can't help but think what on earth does he do to help this pack in the first place.

I slowly raised up from my  bed and with my eyes closed I walked to the bathroom with a slumped back, I  hated early mornings they make me probably one of the grumpiest people... you would think by now I would be used to it but nope never I will never be perfect, I guess...

I wrapped a soft lilac towel around my body and headed for my foggy mirror. I wiped the fog off from the mirror and looked at myself. God I'm ugly... I looked at the bags that had been placed underneath my eyes.... Why doesn't the moon goddess warn me before she decides to mess with my appearance like...

I walked out my bathroom and quickly shivered my way towards my wardrobe leaving series of small footprints behind me, my hands frantically rubbed agains arms trying to warm me up with friction so that I don't die from the cold, I quickly looked through my roughly organised wardrobe and for some odd reason I could not find my purple hoodie... where did it go? Who knows and I couldn't even remember where I had put it the night before cause literally I have the memory of a goldfish.

By the time I finally found that darn thing it was 5 minutes before breakfast and side note the hoodie was underneath my bed... how did it get there you ask.... I don't know, like I said memory of a goldfish.

I tied my hair up into a sloppy ponytail, I really don't know why as a child I thought I could become a hairdresser, I shook my head while I looked at my reflection in the mirror and put my hoodie up.

I got out from my room and like a gangster started walking to the dining room and as soon as everyone saw me they cheered... Yay! Pfttt as if let me tell you what actually happened, my introvert and scared ass ran towards the dining room I fell a few times on my way and as soon as I sat down I got dirty looks... heh.... life's fun I love it.

Everyone sat down with food in there plates waiting for the alpha to tell them proceed.

I waited trying to be patient but can you blame me for wanting to get out of the darn room as fast as I could?! The alpha quickly proceeded to lift his arm up his arm lazily while looking at me almost in a disapproving manner. I quickly pushed the food down my throat and got up.

"Alpha I will be retreating to my room" I said while bowing I try my best to be respectful to this man... if I don't he- I won't ruin anyone's day with my sappy story... besides who cares right?

"Jessica how many times do I have to tell you not to wear your hoodie! show me your face or else it counts as being disrespectful" I instantly stiffened....well there goes me being happy.... for once.

With trembling hands I reached for my hoodie and let it reveal my face, everyone soon started laughing which always came to me at night in the form of a nightmare, I wished that they were laughing because of my sloppy ponytail, or the fact that I wore the same hoodie nearly everyday but...it wasn't that, it was the stupid scar that for some reason ran down my face. He was pleased to hear those laughs.... he was pleased to see me hurting and so he smirked,

I tried to run out the dinning room as quickly as I could but I really am not the athletic type. Every beat of my heart hurt and my tears....they just wouldn't stop pouring out my eyes I wanted to just dig a hole and lie there until someone came to find me which obviously would never happen since no one cares meaning I would have to stay there forever.