Rejection's Chains

~*22*~ The truth

I let the air escape my lungs and then once again enter as I got closer to Leon's office my blood was pumping and for some reason Pickle wasn't too happy about that as it started to move about kicking my sides, I really need to stop calling my own child an 'it'...

I clenched my stomach gasping in pain, damn my baby is strong. I gasped for air as the pain slowly drowned away.

I held the wall for support just in case I got more cramps and with trembling hands from both nervousness and pain I knocked on his door.

I had put Diane's diary in a little bag of mine I was scared I would drop it and from the looks of it, it would rip entirely if I dropped it.

"Come in..." I heard Leon's calm voice from the other side.

With trembling legs I walked in. Leon was standing near a huge window like usual his eyes were glued on to a book that seemed to be about combat strategies and protecting ones pack... nothing unusual about that, he always wanted to do something to make his security better.

He looked up when he realised I was there and gave me a warm smile... a smile that always got my heart beating I still don't understand why my heart does this and why I can't burry these feelings away.

"What's brought you to my office" he said in rough posh voice a joke he and me do a lot, mostly based on what Americans think British accents are like.

"I...I" I feel my  blood levels rise once more, and once again baby Pickle moves about kicking me in every way possible but this time it felt as though my bones were breaking, my muscles twisting.

I screamed in pain and quickly lost the energy in my legs and fell to the ground. Leon ran towards me with worry painted all over his face.

The pain fogged up my vision but I could somehow see his scrunched up and worried face, I felt a small smile being created onto my face... he cares, he doesn't leave like the others... he doesn't leave me lying in pain like my mate... he doesn't leave.

Blank....

I woke up in a hospital bed, the steady sound of my heart monitor next to me alerting me that I'm alive... and well.

The room was big yet not too big, a vase lay next to me filled with violets.... my favorite, the smell of lavender filled my room bringing a calming sensation to me.

The walls were filled with pictures of wolves each one held a firm pose but the most common one seemed to be the wolf snarling or gelding it's head up high to the moon, they were probably wolves that were thought to be hero's in this pack.

The sound of the sliding door made me snap out of my thoughts,

"Jess your a wake!" Leon quickly ran next to me with a smile,

I smiled at him back for some reason I felt too tired to speak... what had happened?

"The doctors coming back soon it was just a normal cramp apparently but since the baby you have there is an alpha he has the strength of an Elephant, broke one of your bones... but luckily we are werewolves " he said relieved

I looked down at my belly and put my hand on it with a smile, you will be a powerful wolf I can already feel it... literally.

"They said you should be able to go in an hour or two"

I nodded and slowly felt my eyes becoming heavy and before I knew it Leon was gently shaking me awake.

"It's time to leave"

I opened my eyes to find myself in the same room Leon stood next to me trying to wake me up, I would laugh at his efforts to wake me as no one really can.... well after a few tries they can wake me but that seems to make my baby want to kick me even harder.

"It's time to leave" he said once more,

"Already?" I yawned

"I forgot to ask why did you come to my office in the first place?"

"Did you look inside my bag?" I asked,

"No I didn't want to invade and look at personal stuff" he said looking at the bag,

I smiled and grabbed the bag, I gently pulled out the diary and placed it in his hands.

"This is Diane's... I found it near the first day I was here I read through it... and before you get mad I found a way to reach her... and save her, well she wrote it down"

He looked at me surprised and then stared back at the book his hands were shaking, he didn't know if he should open the diary but finally he opened it, tears submerged from his eyes, his finger slowly traced her writing.

"It's Diane's handwriting... I can never forget how messy it was" he laughed slightly choking on his tears,

I couldn't help but stare at him I guess this time I really can't have him for myself.... someone else deserves his heart besides he's been waiting for a long time to be reunited with her I can't take that away from him for my own selfish desire.... I never could.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you before.... I was scared how you would react but I know now that that was foolish of me" I looked at him as he flipped through pages.... he was happy, I'm doing a good thing I reassured myself.

"It's fine you got there in the end didn't you?" He said smiling at me,

The corners of my mouth slowly lifted revealing a small smile. A small part of me wanted to somehow stop him from saving her but I can't do that no matter how much I love him... and it's because of that love I have for him that I need to leave him to be happy.

I rubbed my belly trying to find shelter and happiness in the movement of little pickle inside besides... I have someone now.

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YES! I got to uploading this I had this in my editing thingy for so long 😂😂 it's short but I hope you guys got some progress from the story from this please do tell me if there is anything I can do to fix the story and also I'm going to be changing the first few chapters horrible 3rd person view 😂.