Rejection's Chains

~*18*~ Pregnacy craving and mood swings...

I stared at myself in the mirror and soon just a waterfall of tears rushed out of me,

"I'm so fat" I cried,

It had been two months since I had told Laura and Andreo and since I'm a werewolf things progress a bit too fast for us and right now I'm the size of an elephant.

"Why am I so fat"

"Jess? Oh Jess are you crying again cause you looked at yourself in the mirror" Ann came in, probably cause she heard me cry,

And yes the whole pack now knows that I am pregnant and that I have something growing in me that keeps growing faster and faster everyday ruin my body completely and I do not enjoy it... AT ALL.

"Yes" I reply back to her sobbing,

She smiles at me and gives me a sarcastic eye roll but then eventually ends up giving me a hug.

Ann left after a while telling me that dinner was going to be ready soon and that I should clean myself up and come downstairs.

I got inside the bathroom and washed my face as I had dry white tears stained on my face.

I quickly dried my face and brushed my hair. I  put my hair up in a bun, and started looking for something to wear that was more expectable then my pajamas, and yes I missed breakfast and lunch I slept through them...

I'm not weird... am I?

I wore a blue polka dotted dress that was short and much more bigger then what I used to wear and I might just be crying while I say that, nothing fits me anymore.

I walk out my room ok more like waddle out, it's funny how I used to make fun of Laura about waddling now look at me, I'm a werewolf penguin thing.

I grab a hold of the stair railings and slowly make my way down, and on the very last step I nearly got pushed by a bunch of little kids that where overly happy about dinner and when they realized they nearly killed two people they apologized, ok maybe not killed but who knows what could happen.

I gave everyone a smile and waddled over to my chair and sat down very... very slowly, I know I'm not gonna be able to get out of that chair without assistance I just know it.

I smiled down at the food in front of me and basically pushed everything down my throat without chewing, I'm hungry ok I missed lunch and breakfast.

Everyone smiled at me because once again I finished my food before everyone else and I'm probably going to eat more after they leave and they are most definitely going to complain about it, but do I care? Nah...

I try getting out my seat but fail many times,

"Ann can you help me? I can't get up" I said groaning,

Everyone started laughing cause this has been happening, EVERY. SINGLE. DINNER and they just don't understand why I even bother trying to get up myself.

After Ann helped me up I walked towards the living room and sat down with a jar of pickles and no this isn't a pregnancy craving I have always loved pickles and I will always love them even after pregnancy.

GO PICKLES!!

I turned around at the sound of the doorbell, Ann opened the door to reveal Laura and Andreo and as soon as I saw their faces I started crying.... yes crying.

"Laura!!!!! Andreo!!!!" I said crying with my arms wide open and still sitting down not bothered to get up.

Laura ran over to me with the biggest smile and stopped as soon as she had a better look at me.

"Omg I never thought I would see you like this" she said suddenly laughing,

I looked at myself and then her again,

"Am I that fat?!" I crying even more,

"I mean I can't say no but if I say yes your going to cry so I'm just going to say your pregnant"

I suddenly stopped crying and looked at her,

"Well.... I guess that's true" I quickly went back to eating my pickles,

I looked around and finally spotted my god children.

"Rhiannon and Josh" I quickly got up by myself for the first time, I guess I was too excited.

"Hello my little munchkins" they both gave me a gummy smile this is why I want my baby to come out already I'm done with being pregnant I want to see her or his face.

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Ok so this is as much as I will write today I'm a tad bit busy so don't know how much bill be able to upload for I wanted you guys to see a bit of her pregnancy next chapter will be more eventful I swear 😂❤️ but anyway for now Ciao! 😊