Rejection's Chains

*~3~* Mother's Song

(Just a quick fact Jess's Mum is Italian so Jess is half Italian cause her Dad isn't Italian he is English)

I walked into a forest looking for something I didn't completely know what but I was looking for something probably food I hadn't eaten in days my stomach let out sudden shrieks now and then showing its need for food. I grabbed a tree for support as every step I was now taking made my legs feel weaker and weaker my body was ready to colapse, and within seconds what I predicted came true my frail body plummeted to the ground. I winced in pain as I got back up shocks of pain ran through the arm I fell on.

My vision started getting hazy but I had continued walking I needed to keep walking, grabbing hold of trees I kept on going. I understood leaving the pack would be hard but not this hard I thought the money I had would last at least a month but the cost of a bus fare was more then I had expected it to be. I let out a shivered sigh...

I shouldn't have left what would a worthless girl like me do out in the wild with absolutely nothing my alpha was right.

Rain suddenly was now rushing from the sky drenching me in water it was as if the skies now hated me too as if the whole entirety of the world just wanted me gone from the face of the earth.

I sobbed at the thought of dying as now it seemed like it really would happen who would save someone like me in a place like this. I didn't want to die not yet... but maybe death was really my only solution maybe death was my ticket out of this world a place where I would get to see the people that really cared about me. I was now feeling more and more dizzy instantly I fell to the ground once again.... I've been doing that a lot lately I smiled laughing at my own horrible joke, the leaves softened my landing my red fiery hair was now soaked changing its colour to a reddish brown I closed my eyes hoping it was now finally my end but that did not happen my own half hearted wish didn't come true as I felt my eyes opening again.

After a while I got up in a sitting position looking at the rain dripping down my hair. I closed my eyes trying to think of happy things such as when my mother was there and how happy I was in her arms.... always under her protection.

I remembered her hushed singing voice and that one specific song that I would never truly forget.

Flashback

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It was a rainy day I looked out the window and frowned as I now couldn't play I saw how the swings where soaking and thought even if the rain stopped the swings would be to wet. I turned around and sighed while siding back down on the sofa.

My mother was sewing a dress she had promised to give to me while singing a melody. The dress was some what a mini version of my mums wedding dress I remember seeing it sitting in her wardrobe the simple embroidery on it made it look much more beautiful and classy.

I ran towards my mum with a smile while curiosity filled my mind.

"Mum, what is the song your humming it sounds sooo pretty"

She smiled at me, her eyes almost lighting up at my question. Her smile was something I would never forget, it somehow always made me believe things where amazing no matter what situation we were put in.

"Its a song my mother sang to me tesoro, it was the night before I was leaving to go to your Dad's pack I just couldn't sleep I felt to sad to be leaving my home, so my mother sang me a song it was a farewell song that she learned in England but even though I cried as she sang it I fell asleep very quickly, my mothers voice was always like magic she could make me fall asleep with just her melodic voice" She said smiling at the memory,

"Mum can you sing it to me? please" I pleaded as I made that face that had always made her melt.

She nodded at my request and started..

End Of Flashback

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I closed my eyes and let the songs words flow out my mouth,

Tears streamed down my face as I recalled my mum saying she would sing the song when I would leave home to go to my mate and I wouldn't be able to sleep the night before just like her. I cried even more at the fact that even if she was here she still wouldn't be able to sing the song because what use would it be to that song when she wouldn't be leaving to go to any mate.

I stumbled as I got up to walk again but I knew I had to continue I knew I had to go further to run from this place so the werewolf that I hated so much wouldn't find me, I thought about Italy and how my mum said it was the most beautiful place in the world I thought maybe I would find my grandma that knew nothing of my mothers death my old pack didn't allow communication to another pack if it was out of the country.

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Short chapter but I wanted to upload this story very badly I got the idea of this chapter in maths so if you hated it blame it on maths oki? Also tesoro means sweetheart in Italian I didn't use many Italian words but I will in the future! But for now Ciao!