Rejection's Chains

~*7*~ So we meet again...

I sighed as I walked inside the ballroom you could tell I was late cause everyone was already present with drinks in hand. I hated big parties absolutely hated them but I had to do it to represent my pack and bring honour to it as the most powerful female fighter or some shit like that. As soon as I walked in all eyes were on me which set fire to my nerves even more cause like why are you even staring at me stare at the hippo called Laura that's right across the room. I practically ran towards her in full speed trying to hide from peoples eyes.

"Lauraaa" I said with a childish whine,

"Whaaatttt" Laura replied mimicking me.

"Why do I have to be here?" I asked with a pout,

"Because you are our most powerful female fighter you have a name now!" Laura replied with a duh look,

I was about to say more but then Alpha Andreo wanted to make a speech so me and Laura's conversation was cut short.

"Welcome all of my fellow packs I'm happy you could make it, today is not only about announcing that me and my mate are officially having a baby it is also about a beta...as you know my beta had died trying to save me, and after two years with no beta I feel as thought it is my right to announce a new one. You may be surprised but I believe you will all understand why.....My new Beta will be Jessica D'angelo the first female beta in the whole of Italy please come to the stage both of you" He said pointing at me and Laura.

I looked at Laura with a distressed look I was so going to kill that man how could he announce this without even telling me. Taking a few deep breaths I walked onto the stage.

I looked at all the guests with a nervous smile some people seemed to be happy with the Alpha's decision and some were horrified to know that there was now a female beta. I smiled once more at the crowd and then looked at the alpha with the most are you joking me look in the world.

He gave me a smile that showed his gratitude, I helped him look  after the pack after his beta's death he needed the help he was a bloody mess. I smiled at him and put my wrist out to him he got the naming dagger out and slowly made a small cut in my wrist, gold shimmering blood oozed out of the cut and in a blink of an eye it disappeared.

I smiled at him and gave him a bow which sent thousands and thousands of claps of in the ball hall.

As soon as the announcement was over I led herself to the balcony with a wine glass in hand, a proper movie scene. I rested my arm on the fence and stared out to the moon... it was beautiful.

Suddenly I felt a shaky hand on my back which interestingly sent thousands of little electric shocks through me it was until I smelled the air properly that I knew who this was...

I should have smelled the air beforehand but I was stupid enough to let my guard down.

I turned around quickly and looked at the man that had rejected me years ago straight in the eye he still gave me those darn butterflies I hated it... I hated him.

"I've finally found you" He said like the first time he had met me holding both of my shoulders, he waited for me to say something looking at my eyes hopelessly. But I said nothing.

"Go on then say something...please I long to know your voice" He said with a shaky voice,

I looked at him with red teary eyes they weren't from happiness nor were they from sadness they were from anger.

I was angry to know that the man that rejected me all those years ago had the audacity to show his own face to me I could't hold it in anymore years of emotion that I had bottled up just started to pour out uncontrollably.

"SAY SOMETHING YOU SAY?! SAY SOMETHING?! HOW DARE YOU EVEN COME TO ME" I screamed letting every ounce of anger I had left in me.

He looked at me for a few seconds almost cracking a smile "Look at you you were such a quiet person before a nobody and now you have a name....an-"

"What because I've become SOMEONE you've suddenly taken an interest in me may I remind you Mr Theodore about how you rejected me! you had no sign of guilt at all you just left me on the floor in those dark woods" I said cutting him off,

"I know I was so fucking dumb to leave you! B-but now I'm here" He said trying to grab my hand.

I moved away from him feeling my breathing quicken, I knew I needed to do this. I closed my eyes ready to speak the words I should have said years ago.

"I Jessica D'angelo Beta of the pack Wolfhound accept your rejection" As soon as those words left my mouth I walked away the same way he did. I heard the loud thud of him falling to the floor in pain. I looked back at him one last time ready to forget about his whole existence.

Even though I had finally done what was right I still felt depressed I felt the rejections chains tied to my hands, but I now knew that I could finally move on without feeling guilty.

Once you have mate you start loving them no matter what and once its broken you still find your self caring for that person it took every bit of myself to not hurry back to Max and cradle him in my arms and tell him the pain will go soon...but I didn't I was finally stronger I now knew what would do good for me and my pack.

I knew...That I was now somehow free.

Who knows who she will meet next find out next time so for now Ciao! :)