Rejection's Chains

~*5*~ All hope is lost..

I walked in grasping my luggage in my clammy hands I was nervous that the security somehow could know my past Alpha, but thank fully they seemed to know nothing I went right past security and even was able to be waiting hours over hours for the plane which was quite surprising I thought that by now that demon would chase me down but... I guess not.

I sat there in the plane with my hands over each other after a while of waiting for the planes departure I got bored so I resorted my boredom to my thumbs. They were nothing close to what would be seen as a beautiful woman's hands they were worn out and random pieces of skin were pulled off from me biting and pulling at them for comfort. To be fair I get why the alpha made those comments my appearance really is disgusting...

The sound of the voice of the pilot was heard pulling me away from my thoughts, I knew I shouldn't think like this but it's hard not to after all the years of hating oneself.

"Please put on your seat belts and get ready for the plane ride..." He talked about the safety instructions and the rest just came in one ear and came out the other.

Soon the plane started moving sending millions and millions of butterflies to my  stomach I grabbed onto the seat handles and closing my eyes hoping that the feeling would go away the same way my sight does.

Suddenly I felt a frail hand on mine, I slowly opened my eyes in fear as though I would fall. A lady who didn't look older than 60 smiled at me almost as if she was trying to reassure me that everything would be okay, and for a second everything did feel okay.

"Is it your first time flying?" She asked with a sweet smile.

I quickly nodded closing my eyes again as the plane moved slightly side ways, fear devoured me my eyes shut once again as my breathing quickened.

"Oh sweety don't be scared it's just a plane it will be scary for a little bit but then after a while you will get used to it trust me take deep breaths" She said reassuringly,

I followed her instructions and started taking deep breathes and as she said the plane did become steady and with that I felt myself calm down.

"Thank you"

"It's ok dear my husband was the exact same as you he always hated planes, he would hold my hands so tightly that there would be a red mark left there for days" she chuckled,

I laughed with her as she shared more stories about her journeys with her mate husband.

"May I know your name?" She asked,

Nodding I replied,

"I'm Jessica"

"And I'm Evelyn but most people call me granny" She said smiling most people hated being addressed as old but it seemed as though she didn't mind.

I  talked more to Evelyn her kind smile made me open up to her and the journey went by much quicker because of her I found myself landing. I made my way out the plane and instantly was slapped across the face by the scorching heat.

I slowly walked towards the outside of the airport dreading the thought of another attack from the heat. I got out and walked towards the road, my eyes trailed around trying to spot the taxi I had hired.

I sat down in the taxi and looked for my mum's diary for the directions of the pack. I hope grandma is well I wonder what her expression will be to seeing me I can hardly wait.

"puoi portarmi a la foresta di wolfhound?" (Can you take me to the forest of wolfhound?) I asked not completely used to speaking my mothers language with other people,