Rejection's Chains

~*20*~ The truth

I sat down waiting for Leon to finish is phone call. My patience slowly started fading away I needed to tell him, my heart shouldn't feel this way!

"Sorry about that so uh what's up" Leon put his phone down on his desk, he brought his two hands together and sat them down on the table while smiling at me.

"I- uhh" I stuttered as I felt that feeling rise once again inside me the feeling of not wanting to tell him what I read... the feeling of not wanting to tell him the truth.

"Is uhhh everything ok?" He asked trying to get my attention,

"Uhhh... YEH! Everything is just fine I just came to say-" my words stopped again,

He raised an eyebrow at me something that usually makes me laugh, how do people do that.

"I just... umm came to ask if you wanted to go baby shopping with me! Yeh baby shopping since you have had a kid before and everything" I couldn't say it, I gave him a nervous smile.

"I mean sure but I don't know if I'll be much help" he chuckled,

I smiled at him and left his office.

What's wrong with me? Why didn't I just say it why am I like this! Diane deserves to be with her mate and Pheonix deserves to have her mother back.

I walked back to my room feeling annoyed at myself. I sat down on my bed and placed a hand on my stomach.

"I should tell him shouldn't I Pickle..." I felt pickle move around inside me probably saying yes mum stop being stupid and tell the guy the truth.

Also yes I have given my child the nickname of pickle.... it's not weird! Leave me alone!!

Why has everyone been thinking she's dead then? Leon as her mate he should be able to sense if she's dead and if he out right said she's dead then her soul has been taken out of her body... I haven't heard anyone be able to do that for a long time, these sort of things were only known in the history books but even there it was labeled as 'Forbidden Magic'.

I looked through her diary even though I had practically read through everything, a small blue note suddenly fell out of her diary. I quickly opened it dying to know what this could be as I never really had seen it inside the diary before.

If your reading this that means something has happened to me, I don't know what has happened to me but for you to find this that means I haven't been seen for a long time and because of that I ask you please find me! I'm pretty sure I would still be alive even if I'm taken by the council they wouldn't kill me off so easily. Go back to the place you found this diary look through my bookshelf in between one of the books you will find a whistle and I warn you don't blow it until your deep into the woods no where close to my pack and once you blow that whistle don't be surprised at the beast that will lie in front of you, although I wrote beast do not be afraid as to me this animal is nothing close to a beast... it's one of my true friends and once she comes to you speak these words and she will know what to do next... but only do this when you are ready to find me. I hope you succeed there is so many things that are left undone in the pack and if I don't come back quick enough I fear that it will be too late.

The words you must speak: 'afguhf kluaghff hguff'

I sat there in shock what did she mean it will be too late?! I need to tell Leon I have no other way.

I took the documents in my hands and ran to his office.

"Leon?!" I said out of breath,

"W-What's wrong?!" He asked looking worried,