if ↠ raura

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| ross' pov |

"and action!"

"olivia, i need to ask you something." i say, grabbing abigail's hands. she looks at with a sparkle in her eye, batting her eyelashes.

"what is it, jake?" she asks.

"run away with me?" i ask with a crooked smile. "we can do this together, just run away from eli, run away from our parents, we can do it all on our own. just be with me."

abigail's eyes soften, and she smiles dreamily. "okay."

i scrunch my eyebrows together, that wasn't her line.

"cut!"

"shit, i know, sorry." she apologizes to kevin. "i was suppose to reject it."

kevin sighs, "okay, everyone take ten. we'll repeat the scene after."

we all walk off set, and enter my dressing room. i pull my phone out of my pocket to text laura.

to : laura❤️
hey babe. how are you feeling?

i feel a tap on my shoulder, and i turn around. it's abigail.

"hey." she says, shyly.

"hey." i reply, tossing my phone to the side. i collapse onto the couch, and rub my eyes tiredly.

"sorry for messing up the lines. you just sound so convincing." she smirks, sitting next to me. "it doesn't even sound like you're acting."

she places her hand on my leg, trailing it upwards. i chuckle nervously, moving away from her. "w-well that's just because i-i'm good, i guess."

she smirks, "we should practice more. you cut our lesson short, last night."

"maybe." i reply back, "b-but we better get back on set with everyone else." and before she could reply, i walked out.

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| laura's pov |

to : ross💛
hey! i'm fine.
just having a bath :)
see you soon.

i lie, shoving my phone back into my pocket. i was at the pharmacy, picking up a pregnancy test. my hands were trembling, i've never needed one of these before.

i read each and every single one, uncertain on which one was more reliable. i decide to buy two, one of a different brand. i pull out my wallet and the cashier can tell i was nervous, she was probably in her 40's, she had jet black hair that fell past her shoulders, and the most piercing ocean blue eyes, she had slight wrinkles, but nothing too major that made her look old.

"how old are you, dear?" she asks me, scanning my items.

"twenty three." i sigh, heavily.

"i had my first baby when i was just a year younger than you." she smiles.

i chuckle, "was it hard work?"

she laughs, probably thinking i was still naive. "lots of hard work, sweat and tears, but god, you will never love anything more."

i smile, she hands me a bag and wishes me luck, even though i wasn't expecting to be pregnant yet, it's not like i was disappointed. i got back on the sidewalk and began walking back to the hotel only ten minutes away.

i step into the elevator and press the third floor, it opens and i walk down the hall. i swipe the card into door, and shut it behind me. i took a deep breath as i walked into the bathroom.

i had to pee, so this was the perfect timing. i squat over the toilet and unbox the test. i read the instructions, and a + sign, means i'm pregnant, and a - sign, means i'm not. common sense.

i look up to god, and pray for this to come out negative. i wasn't ready to have a baby, emotionally, or physically.

i pee on the stick, and set it aside while i clean myself up. i pull up my pants and grab a water bottle from the fridge, i want to take both tests at the same time. i chug down the bottle, and wait a few minutes until it starts kicking in. i don't look at the test that has the results ready, until i pee on the other test. i sigh heavily, setting that one aside as well. i bury my head in my hands, just imagining how my life would be with a baby.

not only am i just making it big with my career, but i know both ross and i won't be able to parent this baby, together. with both of us being celebrities, there are going to be times where we have to be apart for months, and i don't want to put my baby through that. besides, ross and i have never talked about this yet, we haven't talked about marriage or a baby, so i know he definitely won't be expecting this either. i don't even want to imagine his reaction.

i take a deep breath, and hope that god heard my prayers. i know he has plan a for all of us, but he must be crazy if he's giving me a baby.

my hands were trembling as i reach for both. i close my eyes as i flip them over, and then, i open them, and both results were the same.

+ positive