where popstar ross lynch meets an attractive model on instagram, and eventually falls in love with her, but faces some obstacles along the way.
- based on r5's song "if" -
[ originally called instagram ]
i had my doctors appointment today. i was nervous as hell, i wasn't sure how far along i was because it wasn't showing at all, who knows if the pregnancy tests lied?
i laugh as violet attacks my face with her soft licks, i roll myself out of bed and pour violet some food, before making a tea for myself, and two pieces of toasted bread with butter, jam and banana slices. these weird cravings have been so odd.
i listen to ross' voicemails, and i realize just how much i miss him. i figured i should let him know i'm going to have the ultrasound today, so i send him a quick text.
to : ross💛 just wanted to let you know i'm going to the doctors today to have an ultrasound done. i'll let you know how it goes, if you want.
i set my phone back down as i devour my breakfast. rydel and i went shopping yesterday, but she never asked if i took a test or how i've been feeling. i think she just wanted to stay away from the topic in general, and i was fine with that.
after i ate, i took a nice warm, and relaxing bath. i took the time to shave my legs, and every other part that needed shaving, and just enjoyed the warm water on my skin before heading to the doctors.
i reach for my phone and sink my neck lower into the water. i scroll through my twitter and see a dozen notifications. i scroll through the thousands of comments of people assuming ross and i have broken up. i sigh. deciding to reply to a fan.
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i put my phone down, and got out of the bath. hoping that'll stop everyone's assumptions.
i dry myself off, and change into a fresh pair of clothes. i pet violet and tell her to behave while i'm gone. she waddles over to her bed, next to the couch and lays down. i leave the apartment and lock the door, before getting outside and into my car. i took a deep breath. "here we go."
i start the ignition, and reverse from the parking lot. i turn up the volume, and to my surprise. it was r5.
"hitting you with our latest single that ross wrote all on his own, here's if!" riker says. i scrunch my eyebrows together. was this the song ross was working on while he was always with his brothers and came home late?
i turn up the volume once the beat starts, and listen carefully.
"All my days run together Like whiskey and coke Mmmmm Hope my nights last forever Like the rolling stones Mmmmm
All up in your timeline Double tapping I like, like Hoping that you don't mind, mind That was four weeks old
Caught up in your eyes, eyes We've been talking online, line I won't trade you no lies, lies That you've heard before
