Chapter 30

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And I'm back! As you can see, this is not the final chapter. I intend to pull as much as I can from this story. Anyways, on to the chapter!
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        "Add...Add.....Add? No wake up Add! No!" (y/n) said as Add went limp in her hold. He was gone. (Y/n) cried out in grief and carefully rested Add's head on her arm. She lay next to him, not caring that his blood was seeping into her clothes. She just lay there and wept for him. "I'm so sorry," she whispered as she hugged Add.

        "(Y/n)...get up. You can't stay here like this," Mitsu's voice said from inside (y/n)'s head.

     "Shut up. You remained silent until now so leave me alone," (y/n) bitterly hissed.

        "Stop this and leave him here. There's nothing you can do now," Mitsu said.

        "I'd rather die," (y/n) replied. Mitsu then appeared standing near her in human form.

        "I'm sorry, but I can't allow you to do that. Our life forces are tired together. If I die you live with no problem, but if you die, so do I," Mitsu said. She picked (y/n) up from the ground, but not without resistance.

        "Let me go Mitsu! Put me down! I can't leave him! I won't! He still needs me! I said let me go!" (y/n) protested as she fought to break free.

        "Snap out of it (y/n). Add is gone," Mitsu said. (Y/n) only fought Mitsu even more as she took her away from Add.

        "No. I can bring him back! I have to! I should have the power to do that!" (y/n) shouted. Mitsu stopped for a moment which allowed (y/n) to break free of Mitsu's grasp and run to Add. She dropped to her knees next to him and started shouting command words, new ones and others she had never even tried before. "Cure! Heal! Relieve! Restore! Replenish!" Not a single on of them worked it even showed any signs of appearing. "Just come back please," she cried. Mitsu was starting to pull her away from him again when the idea came to her. She thought of a command word that she'd never used before. Just before she could say anything, Mitsu slapped her.

        "Are you insane?! You can't use that command word! It'll kill you!" Mitsu said. The command word that (y/n) had thought of was simply "live". How that would kill her, (y/n) didn't know. "If you say that, he'll come back but you'll die. That word trades you life for another person's life," Mitsu said. (Y/n) thought about it for a moment.

        "I don't care. If it means that Add will live, I'll kill myself to let that happen. I'm sorry, but if it's the only way, I'll do it without a problem," she said.

        "No don't! Let me take your place. I can't let you die!" Mitsu said. (Y/n) stared at Mitsu in shock.

        "How? You can't even use command words!" she said. Mitsu shook her head.

        "I can use them if you give me permission. I just tried to kill you so this can be my punishment. If you don't want to look at it that way, just think of it as me seeing Mari again. I owe her an apology anyway. All you have to do is give me permission to use command words. There are many things I've lied to you about over the years that even now remain a mystery," Mitsu sadly explained with a slight laugh.

        "But I can't lose you both. What if it doesn't work and you both end up dead?!" (y/n) said.

        "Command words like this one don't fail," Mitsu said. (Y/n) still didn't want Mitsu to do this. True, she hadn't thought twice about kiiling them both for Add's sake, but this was different. Mitsu was willingly giving up her life to save Add just because (y/n) wanted him to live. It was the most selfless thing Mitsu had ever put herself up to do.

        "Don't worry. You'll be happy. That's all I want now. Add will take care of you while I'm gone, okay," Mitsu said, forcing a smile to her face. (Y/n) couldn't help but cry. "I enjoyed my 3,127 years of living. You being my host was one of the best parts of my life, and don't you forget that, nya. Besides, I'm no better than my sister was. I might as well actually do something good before I die. Now give me permission to use command words," Mitsu said with a thumbs up.

        "You've been living for that long?!" (y/n) exclaimed. She hadn't never thought to ask Mitsu her age. Mitsu nodded and gave a genuine smile. They looked at each other for a moment before (y/n) gave her permission. "I...I give you permission to use command words," (y/n) said. Mitsu nodded and went over to Add, turning to her cat form.

        "I know I said there was nothing you could do for him, but there is one thing. When he wakes up, I want you to tell him how you feel. You probably don't even know it yourself, but I do. You make sure you do that for the both of us, okay," Mitsu said. (Y/n) knew exactly what Mitsu was talking aboutm. "Live," the cat stated. A blinding bright light erupted from both Mitsu and Add. (Y/n) was forced to cover her eyes. When she was able to look towards the two of them again she began to cry again. Mitsu had turned into stone and was turning to dust right before her eyes.

        "Mitsu...thank you. I'll never forget you," she said. The cat may have caused her lots of trouble, but she had always been there to help her through it.

        "I'll never forget you either. Go live a happy life now. There's a whole world for you to explore. I must leave your consciousness now. Good bye, (y/n)," Mitsu's voice said from inside her head. Then (y/n) felt her presence disappear. It didn't hurt her at all. In fact, it felt like a rush of energy came to her and relieved her fatigue. (Y/n) went over to Add and saw his chest rising and falling from his soft breathing. Even his dynamos reacted by releasing a little sparks. He was indeed alive now but he wasn't awake yet.

        (Y/n) didn't care that he wasn't awake though. She cried tears of joy and immediately began to use her power to get rid of any signs of what lead up to his death. By using her command words, she made all of the blood disappear from both of their clothes. Add actually seemed peaceful in his sleep. As bad as (y/n) wanted to hear his voice and see his purple eyes, she didn't dare wake him up.

        She created a barrier around them and floated them both off into the forest. She went a good distance away from the town that Add had left in ruins. When she was a good satisfied with how much ground she have covered, (y/n) stopped in a small clearing and went to sleep next to Add, waiting for him to wake her up.
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I must keep going until I reach my ideal ending! Until next time my readers who are probably wondering what in the world I'm ranting about!

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