Mental health poetry

Obsession

I must do it.
I do not know why.
But I must do it.

I must. I must. I must

It may look strange.
I know that deep down.
But I must do it.

I must. I must. I must.

But I don't want to.
I want to be free of my chains
And lead a life free of torment.
But I must do it.

I must. I must. I hate it...

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