nightmares

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by Nikolasx

by Nikolasx

3-26-18 // 4:32 am

Dear Love,

my alarm goes off in under half an hour to get ready for school. I wish I knew if you slept with that girl or not. I wish I knew.

I think I'm talking to a pedophile right now. he's weird and keeps asking for pictures of my body.

I miss you. I cant sleep. you know my nightmares. I could always sleep comfortably next to you though or just in your bed, really.

I hate you though. I hate you so much for making me feel all of this and letting me talk to these dirty old men. you used to protect me from it all. I cant keep myself safe.

4:38 am