day 54

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by Nikolasx

by Nikolasx

5-19-18 // 11:28 pm

You've fucked me up in a way no one else ever could or will.

you're truly the love of my life and I hate you for that.

I wrote out a suicide letter.

would you even care?

I'm ready to end my life

I'm scared

what happens now?

do I just do it?

slice my wrists open in the tub and get it over with I guess

whatever happens, I love you, I always have and maybe,

maybe I always will.

I hate that a public audience is seeing this and you aren't.

but here it is.

my final words, recorded, on screen, for everyone to see.

I hope that you find happiness after I'm gone from this life

and I'm truly sorry but I cant stand another minute of it.

Yours,

Always,

Nikolas x

11:43 pm