Grayson jotted notes down in his folder , I felt myself letting go of reality as I looked into his eyes. He must've noticed as he waved playfully in my face . Oops .
I quickly looked away and we both laughed - even if mine was out of embarrassment. He was so damn cute though . AND he was MY age ! I can't like my counsellor - it's just ... weird .
Grayson sundenly stood up, "Right so that's the end of our session today! Tomorow we will be talking more about your feelings as today was just a warmup." Great that was just a warmup.
Even though the session was boring , the fact it was over made me sad . I liked being with him . His presence was happy and ... safe.
What is wrong with me ? I've only been with this guy for an hour and I'm already into him . God , I need to sort myself out .
Grayson packed up his folders and smiled as he walked towards the door , me following behind.
"I'll see you tomorrow Louisa!" He smiled stepping out the door.
He left me speechless to be honest . He was so sweet and seemed like such a happy person.
"Bye mr.dolan!" I returned the smile.
"Grayson." He corrected winking at me before I shut the door and slid down it to the ground.
How can a person I've only known for 1 hour effect me so much? Could he tell I liked him? I hope not . I had no friend to call and no family to talk to so I found myself on the couch watching Netflix. Tomorow was Saturday. Yesssss!
Grayson was still coming though , he had no days off . I don't know why though , he was my age and I thought he would be hanging out with his friends . It's not like I had anything better to do anyway.
11:30 pm
As the 100th show I've watched today finished , a yawn escaped my mouth and I found my eyes shutting without permission as I dozed off into sleep. I wish I had more to do . I wish I had friends to hang out with a talk to . To tell them about my secrets and crushes , to do each other's makeup and take pictures together .
But no . I just had myself in this cruel world. Sometimes I wish I was never brought into this world .
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So sorry it's a rlly short chapter . Kind of just a filler I guess idk .
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Suicide - gd
FanfictionTwo teenagers are in a bad place , but while trying to help other people Grayson forgets about himself. - this book contains sad scenes and suicidal themes.
