Suicide - gd

Chapter 11

Disclaimer if you are young or don't like dirty shit then don't read this I will write an alteranative  chapter after this one so skip this and read the next chapter to miss the smut aha (ps everything after these chapters will refer the night they spent together as the sex that happened not the alternative chapter :)

As I grab my keys and leave the house I get a text from Justin.
"Good luck on your first day princess xxxxx"
I smiled at the text but decided not to reply as I was already running late.

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When I arrived at Annie's I apologised and got straight to work waitressing tables. As the night went on my legs started to ache. I had been walking from table to table for 3 hours straight. This job was long but only on the weekends , on the weekdays it was only a 1 hour shift.

As my shift was coming to an end I left the back and headed to my last table of the night.
And it just had to be him. To be Grayson. As we locked eyes they widened in shock but I continued walking to the table. The last time I spoke to him was when he kissed me.

"Hi um what can I get for you sir" I awkwardly smiled.
"Um can I have the vanilla milkshake please." He returned the same smile.
I nodded and walked away .
"Louisa"
I turned back around.
"Are we just going to stop talking because of one mistake."
"That's the plan"
"Wait. I don't want one stupid thing I did to ruin everything . Can't we still be friends?"
I'm happy he said that.
"Fine okay do you wanna come over to my place ? My shift finishes in.. right now actually . I could meet u out back?" I said as I checked watch that read 7:30 pm.

"Yeah sure" he smiled.

5 mins later

I walked out and saw Grayson standing by my car god he looked hot.

Grayson
As I saw Louisa come towards me my eyes lit up and I smiled. I rlly wanted a second chance , even if that meant putting my feelings aside, she wouldn't ever like me anyway. I unlocked the car as we got in and started to head home.

I still remembered the way to her house from counselling.

At home - Grayson
We stepped inside the door and the smell of roses filled my senses. The smell of Lou.

"Should we go to my room ? I prefer it in there." Lou asked as she chucked the keys on the counter and looked back.
I nodded and followed her up the stairs to her bedroom. As I turned the corner I caught a glimpse of the bathroom and shuddered.

"So how are you?" Louisa looked around as she sat on the bed.

I stayed standing unsure of what to say or do.
Fine except I miss you and can't live without you.

But I can't say that.
"Yeah I'm fine thanks." I reply
"You can sit you know" she laughs as I stand awkwardly until I sit next to her on her bed.
"Let's not make it awkward!" Lou jokes and I laugh with her , that's the first time I've laughed in a while.

After we laughed we stared at each other , eyes to lips until I turn away . She doesn't want it.
It's silent until Louisa's phone pings and I pick it up thinking it's mine.

My heart drops as I read the text.

"Good luck on your first day princess xxxxx"

She has a boyfriend??.
"Sorry I thought It was was my phone." I hand the phone to Lou and she smiles as she looks back up to me.
"is he your boyfriend?"
"No we are just friends gray why"
"I was just wondering"
I grab the phone and put it above her head as we both laugh. I love teasing her.

She pushed me over and I land facing up on the bed. But I don't let go of the phone which caused lou to fall straight on top of me.

Our faces are inches apart as we stare at each other both dropping the phone on the bed . I didn't know what to do . Of course I wanted it but she didn't.

Louisa

Our faces were inches apart and all I wanted to do was kiss him but of course he didn't want it. He was over me.

But I took a risk as I adjusted my hands to his face and smashed my lips onto his. And in that moment , nothing had ever felt more right.

Grayson

Shock filled my body as I felt Louisa's lips on mine , the heat of her body radiated off mine as I kissed back. She took her top off only wearing her bra and jeans. God was she beautiful.

She continued kissing me. As she tugged at my shirt I said through kisses.
"Are u sure you want this?"
"Yes definetly" she smiled and I smiled back , pulling off my top and flipping over so Louisa was on the bottom.

I pulled down her jeans and mine too. We looked each other up and down as she slowly removed my boxers.

She chuckled getting undressed until we were both naked.

Louisa

Grayson flipped us over again and looked at me as he slid into me.
"Are you a virgin ?" Fuck
"Don't treat me any different. How do u know?" I replied frowning.
"Youre very tight" he smiled and winked before pounding into me.

At first I felt pain but then pleasure. Grayson continued as he started kissing me.

Grayson
This was amazing.
I decided to pick her up as I went in again.
"Is this okay?" I asked before I continued.
"Yes" she panted.
I could feel her nails digging into my back and I sucked on neck.

I could feel my high coming and I knew hers was too.
"Gray im so close" she screamed as I carried on.

Louisa

I felt the tightening in my stomachs become unbearable and gray pulled out as he came.

Grayson
I pulled out as I came. We relaxed and climbed into bed before she fell asleep against my chest as I fell asleep too.

Well damnnn hope yall aren't younggggggg aha ;)