Suicide - gd

Chapter 3

It was 10am and on weekends , Grayson came at 11am. As I changed into some clothes , I continued to wonder about one thing. How was Grayson a counsellor if he was my age ?? My phone dinged as I pushed the thoughts to the back of my head.

Theres was a text from Grayson,
Grayson : I'm on my way.
Me : okay

I had to have his number in case I had to cancel or something. My teacher had given it to me on the day he mentioned a counsellor.

He was really attractive to be honest : his jawline could cut and his hazel orbs glinted in the light as his hair flopped over his eyebrows lazily.

30 minutes later

*knock knock* echoed through my house . To be honest, my house was pretty big : Huge halls and big staircase , 5 bedrooms yet only one of them is in use . I wish I had a normal family. I miss my mum. The way she held me in her comforting arms when I was sad and the times she sang me songs when I had nightmares as a child. I found myself nearly in tears as the doorbell rang and harmonised with the sound of my voice ,
"Coming!" I shouted blinking a few times to shoo away the tears threatening to leave my eyes.

I pulled open the door and was greeted by a smiling Grayson , gripping folders - like the ones from yesterday - under his arm.
"How are you , Louisa?" He said walking in as I guided him to the living room. He was quite professional for someone my age.
"Good thanks." I smiled , taking a seat on the sofa. Usually he would sit on the one opposite couch but this time , he sat next to me and sorted out his folders.

As I whipped out my phone from my back pocket of my ripped jeans , i felt eyes piercing wholes in my body. Slowly, I lowered my phone from my face and my eyes met Graysons . He glared at me before grasping my phone and slipping into his pocket.

"There will be no interruptions in this lesson." He smirked turning around facing his papers once more. I huffed and slouched back.

30 minutes later

Silence filled the room as Grayson flicked through his papers - trying to look professional-Until finally my curiosity got the better of me,
"So." I began. "Why and how are you a councillor ? Couldn't you be a model or something ?? Why this?" His eyes never left my gaze as he opened his mouth to answer.

"Oh , no no. I don't work as a councillor. Um ... well... my ... uh dad told me I should do something with my time because I 'apparently' spend too much time on my phone. So I chose this. Boring I know . But I need to do this for my own good."

I nodded my head as the words left his mouth but really , I had so many questions . I chose a few and decided to ask.

"What do you mean for your own good ?" I leaned my head in my hand as I stared at him curiously. "Like do you have some personal experience or something?"

His body suddenly tensed up. What had caused his body to do that? His eyes turned cold and blank. It felt like he was remembering stuff or something. The way he just stared at me with a blank expression made me sense hurt and sadness. What the hell was happening.

I had never experienced something like this and I didn't like it . He was lifeless just staring until I caught a movement. His eyes started getting teary. Um what the hell do I do . Uh ... um . This is weird .

I wasn't about to see him cry . This whole Short experience had me shaking. I couldn't stay like this much longer.

I coughed awkwardly . Nothing. Louder , I coughed again causing him snap out of his trance and start blinking rapidly.

"Are you okay gray?" I asked locking my eyes into his as she continued to blink away his tears .
"Yeah I'm fine." He smiled but I could feel his sadness.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you sad." I looked down and fidled with the sleeve of my hoodie.
"Louisa I'm fine. It's fine." He said smiling again. he might fool some people but not me. I want to get to know him. It's not fair that he gets to know about my life but I can't know about his.

"Please Grayson. You get to know about me . Why can't I know about you." I asked. My eyes pleaded him and I could see him contemplating it. It's like his eyes were the doorway to his soul and I could see straight into it.

"Louisa I-" he began.
"Gray . Even though you are my councillor , you are the only person to be interested in what I'm like." Well duh he is your councillor.

"I want to get to know you." I smile as he sighs.
"Fine okay next session we will play 21 questions. The session is over." He got up and walked out the door with nothing else said.

What do I not know about this boy?

So well this chapter was eventful and bad . In my stories I always tend to rush things . Am I rushing this book ? I hope not lmao . New book coming soon and I think u guys will like it . Jk jk idk bc all my stories are shit but it's cool.

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