Suicide - gd

Chapter 16

I squint as the sun peeks through the slit in the curtains and shines across my face. I look to my side and Grayson is still asleep on the other sofa, I couldn't help but stare at the way his lips pout when he sleeps.

"Take a picture it will last longer." He grumbles and he opens one eye and smiles.
"Fuck" I turn away as I feel myself blush but he gets up and turns my head back to face his.

We smile at eachother and he kisses my forehead.

"So what Dyou want for breakfast beautiful?" Grayson gets up and walks over to the kitchen where he rummages through the cupboards.

"I'm not hungry." I reply as I lie back down.
Grayson walks over to the sofa I'm on and sits down on the edge.

The sofa dips and I feel my body start sliding down towards him. He reaches for my hands and sit up a bit, looking up at him.

"You have to eat something Lou ," he looks down at my stomach.
"Especially as you might be eating for two ."

I move my hand away from his and frown,
"We don't know that yet." I get up and walk to the kitchen , Grayson follows quickly behind me.

"But we also don't know you're not." I turn to look at him and roll my eyes.
"Look all I'm saying is if it's a possibility I'm down." He shrugs and reaches for my hands again but I pull away.

"Your down? Are you joking ?? Having a child is the biggest responsibility in someone's life and your down?"

"I-"he begins but I cut him off .
"Grayson . You were embarrassed about me even knowing you let alone having your child"

Grayson sighs as I pour myself some water and continue to walk upstairs. I put on some blue skinny jeans , throw on a black spaghetti strap top and grab my keys.

"Where are you going?" Grayson asks as I reach for the door.

"Nowhere." I scowl and walk out before he can say another word.

At the hospital
"Miss Louisa?" The doctor called my name and I smiled , following him to his room.

"Hi so I hear you're here for your test results?" He asks.
"Yes I just want to be sure." I say and the doctor nods.

"Well I have your results right here." The doctor points to his clip board and concerningly looks at me,
"You might want to sit down." He smikes and I expect the worse.

"I'm pregnant aren't I." I sigh.
"No you're not pregnant Louisa."
I smile in relief but the doctor doesn't share my expression.

I frown and he looks back down to his paper.

"You have cancer."

"I-I" My eyes widen and I feel myself go light headed. I blink but my vision gets worse. I feel myself slowly fall and darkness.