Suicide - gd

Chapter 15

I woke up to a loud banging on the door .
"Don't make me climb through your window again !"

Grayson .

I sighed and stood up from where I collapsed.
Maybe I should go to the doctor.

I was boiling and my back hurt like hell so I went to the bathroom to wash my face.

"Lou! I know you're in there ! Just answer the door we need to talk."

The banging continued and I heard a ping coming from my phone that surprising still worked.

Grayson: Louisa please answer your door

I rolled my eyes , threw on a robe and walked to the door.

"What the fuck do you want Grayson?"
"To talk." Grayson said as he invited himself in and sat on the couch.
"I thought I said if you text me again I would block your number." I frown.

I slammed the door shut and turned around .
"What are you doing ? We could've talked at the door!" I waited for a reply but he just stared at me so I sat next to him on the couch.

"So we haven't had a counselling session in a whi-"
"No I'm not doing that." I cut him off.
He continued, "cmon Lou it might help just tell me what you are feeling."

"Okay fine." I said as Grayson smiled.
"My boyfriend - oh wait my non boyfriend is a dick that just used me for sex and is embarrassed by me ,just fully announced that he doesn't want people to know about us and because of him Ive started feeling really sick. But yet I still miss fucking him and wish we never stopped because he's just so damn hot."
I sigh and then look next to me at graysons shocked expression.

"How was that?" I smile and he doesn't answer.
"I-" Grayson started before I got up and pointed to the door.

"That's what I thought . The door is just over there."

Grayson just looked at me wide eyed before he slowly got up. He just stood there opposite me and I felt his hand find it's way to my waist . I looked down.
"Grayson-"

He lifted up my chin with his warm hands and inched his face closer to mine. I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't resist and before I knew it our lips were locked and that was all I could think about.

We lowered ourselves onto the sofa and I straddled him not breaking the contact.
He pulled the string on my robe and it became loose and untied . He slid it of as he took off his top and threw it on the floor.

As he started unbuckling his belt, I quickly sat up.

"Oh no grayson I-" I got up.
"You need to leave I'm sorry I can't do this." I point to the door but as he begins to get up I feel an urge in my body, I feel sick .

I sprint to the bathroom and shut the door so gray couldn't hear me , but he could.

He runs after me and knocks on the door.

"LOU ARE YOU OKAY?" He shouts through the crack in the door.

"Yes just go." I splutter but instead Grayson opens the door and kneels beside me.
"I'm not leaving you Lou." He holds my hair back before I'm sick again.

I look at him.

"Why am I so sick all of a sudden. And back pain and headaches , not forgetting how tired I am."

Graysons eyes become huge and he asks ,
"Wait for how long have you been throwing up for ."
"Only recently,why?" I reply confused.

"What if your pregnant Lou."

Sorry for short chapter , the next chapter should be longer :)