Suicide - gd

Chapter 5

Shit . What have I done. As I walk over to the sink , my hands clasp the edges for support until my bones feel weak and damaged. I collapse on the bathroom floor as blood  leaves my body, fleeing. I feel dizzy and my vision goes blurry.

Darkness

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Grayson
I walked up the pathway and a smile filled my face as I approached the door. I liked talking to Louisa - knowing I'm not the only one feeling the way she does gives me hope.

I knocked the door 3 times and stepped back , waiting for her figure to fill the doorframe. But it didn't. As my smile faded I knocked again , calling through the letter box , to be faced with no reply.

My hand slipped into my pocket and urgently grabbed my phone  As my fingers found Louisa's number and immediately I clicked on it. Heavy breaths left my panicked body.

No reply.

Shit. I mumbled to myself. What do I do ? Do I just go in ?

I grabbed the door handle and pulled down but it stopped halfway , reluctant to allow me entry. I looked around frantically until my eyes grazed an open window. Perfect.

My legs carried me to the window as I climbed in , scratching up my knees and legs doing so. As my eyes scanned her silent house , movement was nonexistent. I continued to shout her name as I raced up the stairs stumbling once in a while , busting my lip.

"Louisa ?!!!" Panic starts to overpower my body as her empty room enters my view. But as I looked to my right , my heart missed a beat and I found myself sobbing , violently into the still atmosphere.

Why had she affected me so much ?

I dragged myself to where she was lying on the floor and dropped down in a heap next to her , clasping her hands tight and squeezing them as my salty tears dropped onto her forehead.

She can't die. If she dies , I'll die with her. She's the only person who's like me and seems to want to know more about myself.

I tapped on my phone.

"911 what's your emergency?"

Short chapter bc I yeet ;)