the bad boy [s.m.]

[22]

Jen's POV

*Friday Night*

I haven't talked to Shawn since that night, the night he broke my heart. Yeah he has tried coming up to me, but I always ignore him, I can't face him.

Even my parents have seen a change in my mood, I'm back to who I used to be. Always reading, staying in my room, and almost never leaving the house.

I haven't told any family except for my sister and Jess, at first they hated him, but then Jess started telling me the rumors she's heard around school.

Apparently, Natalie and him used to be "fuck buddies" but he ended it with her a few months before we even met.

The question that continued lingering in my head is: Why was she there? Did he call her? Did she come unexpected? What would have happened in I hadn't seen their 'moment'?

Today was his fight, he invited me before the incident, I was going. Even after him breaking my heart, I couldn't hate him nor could I leave him during this fight, it just isn't the person I am.

I wore my black ripped jeans, a tank top, my navy blue sweater, and black vans. You know, my usual outfits, I'm not very diverse on my outfits.

Once I got there I was immediately greeted by John guarding Shawn's door.

"Oh fuck yes! You need to fix that mess in there." He pointed to the door while I chuckled.

"What's wrong with him?" We hugged.

"I heard what happened and you need to hear him out, let him explain exactly what you saw." I sighed and smiled, walking to the door.

"It's good you're here, you always help him win a fight ever since you two met, like he has to impress you every single time. That kid is loco crazy for you." He chuckles. Oh if only I knew that were true.

I went in and all eyes were immediately on me, while Shawn was pounding on the wall, crying. He was a mess, this was nothing like him before a fight, he always likes to be prepared.

"Why?! Why the fuck do I always fuck shit up! I just want her back! Fuck man, I'm in fucking love with her and now she's gone!" He cried to Andrew.

Andrew tapped on his shoulder, shakes him, and almost slapping him to get his attention. Once he did, he pointed to me and Shawn's face immediately stopped crying.

"Can I get a minute with him? Please?" I looked around while everyone scattered, but staying close to listen in on the conversation.

"You came?" He asked more like a question.

"Yeah of course, I always want to make sure you're doing okay, plus you know I would never miss one of your fights." I look down, biting my lip.

"Don't do that." He said sternly.

"What?" I look up at him while tucking my hair behind my ear.

"You heard me, don't do that. It makes me want to kiss you and I know you won't want that, especially not now."

I wanted to kiss him more than anything right now, but I knew I had to stand my ground.