The Betrayal

Chapter 30

Chapter 30

Amethyst’s P.O.V

“We have to talk, Amethyst.”

“Go away.” I said, annoyance clear in my voice.

“I get that your upset, but I’m your Mate and I deserve at least a few minutes to-“

I felt fury fill my being as soon as his words registered in my mind. I quickly got off my bed and walked over to him, making sure to keep a few feet between us. Even angry there is no way in hell I’ll get close to him. The worst part is that my wolf is practically jumping with joy and purring. His words filled her with happiness and now wants nothing more than to complete the mating.

Stupid wh*re, I told her silently. She just ignored me and kept purring.

Ignoring the b*tch in heat, I gave my so called Mate a glare and sneered at him.

“Listen here, a**hole. As far as I’m concerned, you are absolutely nothing to me. You aren’t my friend, you aren’t my Alpha, and you’re certainly not my Mate. You lost that right when you rejected me and then gave me away to a bunch of Hunters. So why don’t turn the f*ck around and leave.”

“Look, I know you’re mad, but-“

“Get. Out.!” I said coldly before he could finish.

“I’m not leaving until you hear me.” He snapped, getting angry.

Knowing there was nothing else I could do since this was-technically- his house. I gave him one last glare before nodding at him.

“I made mistakes, and I’m sorry about that. I know that what I did to you was horrible, and I really do wish I could take it all back, but I can’t. I hurt you. A lot. There is nothing I can do to change that, but I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I want a chance to be with you. I want us to mate, have many pups, and live long happy lives, together. I’m not saying I want you to forgive me right now, but I want you to consider it. I will do anything and everything you want. All I ask is for you to give me a chance to prove myself.” He stopped talking and just stared at me, trying to see my reaction.

Throughout his little speech, I kept my face blank. While his words made my wolf ecstatic, they made me angry.

Sorry. Such a simple, five letter word. People believe that just because they utter this small, two-syllable word, everything will be all better. But it really doesn’t. People might forgive the person who says it, but they will never truly forget. A simple word can never make up for pain no matter how truly sorry the person might be.

Does he really thing a measly little word will make everything better? Does he think it will erase all the pain? Will it erase all the nightmares? All the grief? No. It won’t. I honestly don’t care how truly sorry he is. Nothing he ever does or say will make me believe him, trust him, or love him.

“Are you done?” I asked him softly. He hesitantly nodded. “Then you can go now. Please lock the door on your way out.”

He opened his mouth then thought better of it and shook his head. He gave me one last pained look before leaving. My wolf whimpered and began yelling at me for hurting him. With a sigh, I quickly pushed her to the back of my mind. I’m too tired to deal with this right now. I got back in my bed and closed my eyes, hoping to get a few hours of sleep.

Sorry, Mate, but there are things you can’t just forgive. And, unfortunately, this is one of them. You had your chance and you blew it. It’s your turn to know what it feels like to have your Mate not want you.

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