ANONYMOUS

CHAPTER 35

EX' POV

Natigilan kami sa ingay sa likod nami  kaya agad kami napalingon dito.

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Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na rubig at nahimasmasan sa alcohol na dumadaloy sa buong katawan ko.

"J-jacky?" Taranta kong sabi at lumapit sakaniya. "K-kanina ka pa diyan?"

I don't know why am I scared. Kung kanina pa siya nandito edi maganda! Kasi narinig niya. But why am I scared?

"Paano kung sasabihin kong oo" sagot niya

"I- I think I should go" paalam ni Kristoff kaya tumango nalang ako.

"Jacky" I keep calling her name but she's not responding

"Jacky--"

"Bukas nalang tayo mag-usap" tatalikod na sana siya ng pinigilan ko siya sa braso.

"Jacky" mahinang tawag ko

"Let's break up"

Umiyak siya. She's crying because of me. I felt a pung hit in my chest. Seeing her crying infront of me and the reason for it was me felt like I'm hurting too.

She screamed, she's mad, she's more than hurt.

I broke her trust, the only thing we only hold for our relationship. And bec. of what I did, she's hurt. She's been crying infront of me bug minutes later she stop. Overcoming her feelings.

That's her.

'I'm sorry' is all I could say in a whisper as she walks away.

Hindi ko makalimutan ang mga pangyayaring iyon as I watch her for the second time around walking away from me.

I regret what I did to her. After our breakup that time I just realize the stupid thing... I still love her

And yes, until now

Grade 11 starts and I was expecting from her to chase aftr me.

But I was wrong

Right in the middle of the hallway, the sight is clear and few people are in there, and their fight caught everyone's attention.

I saw hr talking to Captain Race in the very first day of class. My ex girlfriend talks and smiles to my idol.

That sight already hurt me too much.

Sa lahat ng lalake sa mundo bakit siya pa?

Days had past and there was a time we talk but... she change.

Everytime I talked to her, she just look at me as if I was some kind of wierd crazy guy...

As if she didn't care.

My dramatic yet so energetic Jacquiline change into blankness.

And everytime we talk and when she looks away, I take it as an advantage to stare at her, mesmarizing every feautures on her face... blank, cold, and numb. Malayo sa babaeng minahal ko noon.

Days turnd to months ang lumipas and I always heard every news na kumakalat tungkol kina Jacky at kuya Race na mag-aaway, nagkasagutan, nag-asaran and there was a time that kuya Race hit her head twice using the ball.

"Ok ka na ba? Wala man lang thank you?" I joked on the last part.

Kumunot ang noo niya. "Para saan?"