TAINTED | Zayn Malik

Chapter 1 | New Neighbor

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When you google the meaning of life you'll probably get something that didn't exactly fit your description of what you had in mind, it would be something scientific and brain consuming.

It's something that will pretty much feed your head with knowledge of what you weren't looking for to see anyway. It would tell you the differences of child birth, animal birth, what makes the human organisms and body structures. And ironically tell you about the circle of life, thank you Lion King for your words of wisdom in a cartoon about the wild life.

But you don't care about that stuff, you want the truth of what does it mean to know you're living a joyous life. But that answer would just be completely biased and made of fictional things that probably would never come true.

They would have every meaning of being a known world wide superstar, athlete, or being pretty much famous for no reason like the Kardashians.  A known American family that people would do anything to take a picture with or will sell a lock of hair just to get them to share beauty secrets.

They don't tell you the real information, the real stuff that manages to come within life. They don't warn you about heart break, peer pressure, anxiety, body image issues, how to deal with stress, death and just so much.

And the scary part of it all, that's not even half of what you'll experience before reaching the age of twenty-one, now and days things are happening much quicker than the usual.

I wouldn't judge or say anything but it's just not common for certain things to be happening at a young age, but my mother was one of them. She gave birth to me when she was just my age, she had my siblings way younger than that and you can imagine the type of criticism my mother got for it.

People always frowned their face upon a teen mother with a four-year-old in her hands crying about wanting a cookie, they never seemed to look at the parents though.  It wasn't her fault that her parents were too busy to even care about their child to talk to her and explain the meaning of life, especially when having one.

If only she had google at the time, but would that stop her? I don't know, maybe it would've or wouldn't but it happened and I'm here, trying to find out what should I expect for entering a whole new world (Thank you also, Aladdin) for going into full on adulthood. Away from everyone I've ever known to spend it with my father, someone I barely have a splitting imagine of in my head, I've gotten my looks from my mother of course, while the others got it from our father. It's crazy to say I don't even know what they look like now,  some sister I am.