He Might Be Bad But He's Mine

It's nothing

JD

Poor J has been in the bed all weekend refusing to do anything with me or with anyone. She checked in with her brother the day after the morgue situation but ever since then she hasn't called and neither has he. I think this might push their relationship back a little especially J and I.

I worried all weekend about her and now it's time to go to school and she is refusing to go. If I lost my mom like she did then I would be really upset too. Her mom has always struggled with drugs since she was our age and she can never say no when it's offered. Her mom died of an overdose and that really struck them hard because she was getting better or at least that's what she told them. I knew J never believed her because her mom had told her this in the past and then reverted right back to her old ways. My poor baby she's in so much pain. I wish that I could just be her superman and make it all better so I can have her back to her normal perky self.

"You gonna go to school babe?" I whispered in her ear and kissed her lightly on the lips.

"I don't wanna please don't make me go." She begged me sitting up to make eye contact with me. She has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen.

"What?" She asked.

"I didn't say anything?" I said.

"I know but can't I just look at my girl?" I asked. Oh no I just referred to her as my girl out loud! She is gonna smack me because we haven't even verified that we like each other more than friends with benefits! You idiot!

"My girl?" she said smiling at me.

Why is she smiling? She's probably smiling at how hard she is gonna smack me in about two point three seconds.

"What are you smiling about?" I asked hesitantly ready for the hit.

She smashed her lips on mine and kissed me fiercely. I had so many questions about where this sudden bursts of her was coming from but since she wouldn't let me really kiss her all weekend I just rolled with the punches. She pulled back for breath for not even two seconds and started at it again! She really must've missed all this (*points to body in mind*). I was so surprised by this that I hadn't heard my little sister Cherish walk in. This must look really bad to her though because even though she's thirteen she knows that there is a girl on top of me straddling my legs and abdomen.

"Whoa, you two are really going at it!" She said looking not too affected by the fact that her older brother was laying in his bed with a girl on top of him. Then again this isn't the first time this has happened. But it's the first time it's actually meant something to me.

"Get out!" I yelled at her as she walked down the hall shutting the door.

"Wow I didn't know she was even in here I'm sorry if that embarrassed you babe." I said looking at her with appoligetic eyes.

"It's fine baby." She said giving me a faint smile.

Something was wrong and I knew that look it was the look she made when she knew something wasn't right.

"What is it J?" I asked her while she still gave me the look.

"It's nothing." she said getting up and walking towards the bathroom and turning on the shower.

I'm pretty sure that when a girl reacts like that it's not just nothing.