He Might Be Bad But He's Mine

Missed Myself

Jordan

I made out with JD for what felt like forever and it started to get too serious so I had to pull back from his luscious lips.This made him a little upset but I had to stop this before I lost something very important to me. I mean I love him but I just don't think I'm ready for that yet. I know though that when I do give it to someone I want to give it to JD.

I know that because of JD's reputation that he has probably given his to some skank. I don't really mind though which is kind of weird since I usually am the jealous type. I think that the reason that I don't care is because I know that he loves me the same way that I love him. I know that when I do give it to him he will appreciate it and I won't care that I will care for him even more if that's even possible.

I want him to know that I want to give it to him but I don't want him to think that I don't want him to have it because I stopped him when we came close to that. I know he can't read my mind but I hope that he feels my vibes. I do kind of worry sometimes about catching things from him though with how many girls he has been with. If I do end up with something I might be kind of mad at him because I trust him to tell me if he has something or if he did something with someone in the past that had something. I shouldn't worry about that kind of stuff though because I trust that he would tell me if that happened.

I hop off the bed to get in the shower and he hops up and asks me a question that I was honestly so tired of hearing since my mom's death.

"Hey babe are you okay?" He asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine I was just gonna go get in the shower baby." I reply.

"Okay just checking babe." he says.

"I am." I smile realizing that this statement was true. For the first time since my mom's death I am actually okay. For about two and a half weeks I have felt terrible about my mom's death but I am finally in an okay place. This thought only causes my smile to grow wider as I head to the bathroom.

I get undressed and get into the shower which was so warm that it made my cold skin tingle.

I step out in a towel since I forgot that all my clothes were in JD's dresser. I walked into his room with a towel on my head and around my petite figure. I noticed him looking at my body but I just tried to ignore his stares since I was blushing harder than humanly possible. I liked the way he looked at me but it kind of made me feel like I was just a toy that he wanted on the shelves.

"You should just stay like that more often babe." He said.

"You would like that wouldn't you?" I giggled.

"Hell yes!" He replied.

I was on my way back to the bathroom after I had picked out my clothes when a strong pair of arms wrapped around me from behind. JD kissed up my neck and then down my jawline when he turned me around and placed a very sweet and delicate one on my lips. I didn't want to leave his arms but my towel was starting to slip and I would just curl up and die if he saw me naked. I know that we grew up together and we were so close to being completely naked a few minutes ago but we literally just started dating so I don't think he should see me naked just yet.

"I should get dressed I have to go meet with some friends." I said.

"Oh yeah? Who?" he asked.

"Oh um..." Shit I think he just caught me in a lie!

"Um who.." He laughs looking into my eyes as he waited for my answer.

"Just some friends." I replied sounding like I had just been convicted of murder.

"Not with these shorts I hope?" He says pointing to the very very short shorts I was currently about to get dressed into.

"Yeah I am. Why do you care?" I asked.

"Because you are my girl and I don't want anybody else copping a feel for what's mine." he said.

"I will always come back to you. you know that I would never let anyone but you do that to me anyways." I stated leaning in for a kiss. My lips landed on his and I felt through this passionate kiss that he knew this statement to be true.

"Okay. But if anyone touches you in anyway that you don't like you better tell me so I can kick his ass." he said. I knew that he was overprotective when we were just friends but being more than friends only made matters worse. I don't even know what we are yet? I should ask. But not right now. Give it some time maybe? He'll probably ask me to be his girlfriend when he's ready anyways. His speaking stopped my mind from roaming some more into unexplored territory.

"So... do you promise or not?" He asked.

" I promise you babe." I smiled walking into the bathroom to put on my cute outfit.

I looked in the mirror and realized something... I missed myself.

And dammit he was right these are way too short!