He Might Be Bad But He's Mine

I Couldn't Love Anyone Else

Jordan

I sat on his bed wondering how he planned on explaining himself. I swear to God if he says something stupid I'm leaving.

"Before I try to explain myself I wanna know what you saw first so I can explain it." He says.

"You know what the fuck I saw you asshole." I say.

"Fine." He says.

"Fine." I say.

"I was scrolling through my Instagram and I saw one of my friends from when I had to move to California with my dad when my parents thought they were gonna split up. When we lived in California we talked for awhile but she doesn't mean nearly as much to me as you do Jordan. I wouldn't fucking trade the Universe for you. She was depressed when we lived in Cali. Like really depressed. I wasn't talking to her in a romantic way I was talking to her as in I'm here for you way. When I saw her picture on Instagram and she looked so happy I thought I'd comment and leave a like. When she saw my comment she messaged me to let me know how she was doing these days." He explained.

That actually makes a lot of sense because James can't stand to see people in pain so he would've helped this girl if she really was depressed.

"That makes sense." I say.

"She let me know that she's thinking positive about herself and she's in love with a guy. They plan on getting married soon. He asked her to marry him. She said yes." He says.

"Did you ever think about her like that?" I ask.

"No." He says.

"Why not? She's beautiful." I ask.

"Because Jordan..." He says trailing off.

"Because why?" I ask. Now I'm genuinely curious about what he's gonna say.

"God Dammit J. She wasn't you." He says.

"What?" I ask.

"I've always been in love with you. I couldn't think about anyone else but you. I've never been able to love someone else the way I love you. Even when I dated all the girls I did. I couldn't stay with them because I couldn't love them the way they wanted or the way they all deserved. Because my heart is fucking full with all the thoughts of you and what we could be and how much I love you." He says.

I feel tears start to roll down my cheeks. I couldn't help but cry. Everything he just said sounded like it came straight out of a book. It shouldn't be real. He shouldn't be real. The way he feels about me shouldn't be real. We shouldn't be real.

I feel bad for the girls he dated because they all wanted the bad boy so much but he never truly wanted them he always wanted me. He might be bad but he's mine. All mine. The bad boy loves me.

"Jordan I fucking love you." He says starting to cry.

"I love you too babe. I love you so much it hurts." I say.

We both fall into each others' arms and continue to cry.

"I'm so sorry for what I said and what I thought." I say.

"It's fine babe. I would've assumed the same thing if I had seen that." He says.

We pull away from each other and look into each others' eyes.

Then our lips crash into each others'.

We kiss for what feels like forever and I finally give all of myself to JD.

It felt so beautiful and so right.

I love him so much. The bad boy is all mine.