Not Only in My Dreams

Miscommunication

Emmett pulled up in his Jeep 15 minutes later. I jogged out of the door and hopped in.

"Alright Emmett what happened?"

"I don't know man, she came home super pissed off which isn't abnormal for her but she won't come out of her room and she won't even let Alice in. Do you have any idea what happened? You guys left to talk didn't you?" He said as we started driving to his house. Why is it that all of the Cullen's like to speed?

"No. Well yes but we never got the chance. We showed up at my house and my friend Amand.... oh crap. I told her to go home so I could talk to Amanda.. do you think I upset her by asking her to leave?" I said worriedly.

"I'm not sure, but hopefully she will at least talk to you. In the short time you've been here she has taken a liking to you and I mean actually likes you." He says with a small smile. "Just.. make sure she's okay."

We got to the Cullen's house in half the time it should have taken. Stepping out of the Jeep I was nervous, but we slowly made our way into the house. Alice met us at the door and gave me a small smile and led me to Rosalie's room.

The walk to her room felt like an eternity. I was too busy playing over and over in my head the different possible outcomes of my coming conversation that I didn't even notice I was standing in front of Rosalie's closed door alone. With a shaking fist I timidly knocked on her door.

"Hey Rose, can I come in?"

One Mississippi
Two Mississippi
Three
Four

Finally. I let out a breathe I didn't know I was holding in When I heard the door unlock and crack slightly. I took that as my invitation to step in and I slid my way through and shut the door behind me.

Rose was standing by heard wall of music and books, carefully looking each and everyone. As she skimmed her fingers across the books, "Rosalie, what's wrong?" I asked pleadingly.

"What? Nothing's wrong." She said coldly. Not even giving me a glance.

"Rosalie Hale. Your brother texted me saying you wouldn't let anybody in to talk to you not even Alice. You weren't like this before you left my house. I can see right through your ice queen mask so I will ask again. What's wrong?" I said more sternly. She had a brief look of shock on her face before she went back to emotionless. "Look, if it was about asking you to leave while I talked to Amanda I'm sorry. I should have told Amanda to leave not you." I said a little more softly.

"No. Why would you do that? You obviously had a lot to talk about. Crushes and all. I hope whoever he is you two work out." She said. My eyes snap wide open.

"'He'? Rosalie I'm not into guys. What are you even talking about?"

"Oh okay well then her." She said in a sassy voice as she walked and sat down at her vanity obviously avoiding my question.

"Rosalie why are you upset? I just want to know so I can make you happy again. I hate seeing you upset." She huffed and rolled her eyes. "Wait are you jealous? Is The Rosalie Hale jealous because I have a crush??" Her eyes shoot open panic written all over her face. "She is!!"

"I-I am Not jealous." She said sputtering.

"Uh huh okay sure. Do you want to ask me who my crush is then?" I say with a grin.

"No not really." She said, ignoring the amused look on my face.

"Oh come on Rosie, if you weren't jealous you should want to know right?" I say wiggling my eyebrows.

"Ugh fine." She said through gritted teeth.  "who is your crush?"

Oh this is going to be fun.

"Well she is this..."

Rosalie's POV

I cannot believe I am going to sit here and listen to who Y/N has a crush on like we are some high school girls having a sleepover. I am too old for this and she is my fucking mate!

Oh she is talking. Right.

"She is beautiful Rosalie. I'm not even sure she believes how beautiful she is. She is strong headed. Loyal. All around goddess. She is perfect." She says as she goes to my speaker on my shelf. I fight the urge to roll my eyes. 

As she plugs her phone into my speaker I have to turn away so I don't have to see the smile on her face that is put there for another girl.  "well I am very happy for you." I say almost painfully.

"This.. this song reminds me of her." She says as she presses play. (Que music video )

No-oo don't you
Think that you're helpless
Or Think that you're hopeless
That I don't need you

No, baby you
You should never doubt the way you are
You'll never love me from afar
Like you feel you need to

I know that I come on too strong
Baby, when I think you're wrong

Even when I know you're right
I still wanna fight

So I'm gonna love you
Like I've never loved anyone before
Cause I know that you could get so much more
And leave me behind

So I'm gonna love you
And pray that I always wake up to see
See your body laying next to me
Wearing one of my tees

Why'd you have to go and make me fall
Fall so hard
for you

"Every time I hear it," She says looking into my eyes from across the room, "I think of her. I think of how I wish I was brave enough to ask her out on a date. A proper date. I think that if I ever did get the courage that maybe one day I'd marry this woman. I think of how I'd want this song to be played at our wedding." She says passionately.

The music is still playing softly in the background as I faintly whimper. That should be me!

"Every time I hear this song, Rosalie, I think of you."

So so sorry it has taken me this long to update. There were so many ways I could go with this next bit and I wanted to make it perfect. I hope I didn't disappoint.