Everything I Ever Wished For (Aaronica)(Varco)

Chapter 29: The Loving

Song: Seamless by Sabrina Carpenter
This is such a good best friend song. old but gold ;)

Also in the previous chapter I noticed a lot of u commented like "what happened to the old Roni" and stuff. I just want to tell u that Roni is still Roni. She didn't change. It's just that she's rlly rlly rlly mad. She was full of anger and hatred. She went through a lot and knowing that her sister knew and didn't tell her broke her. She has this anger inside her that she couldn't help but break out of her shell ya know what I mean? Like she held in her anger until she couldn't hold it anymore she had to say stuff she didn't mean. So like yeah pls understand her. Also this is a Ronessa chapter so yeah.
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Roni's POV.

I was looking everywhere to find her but...shes...just not here. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I wipe my tears, and washed my face with water until I heard crying in a bathroom stall. That sound was familiar.... I realized it was Nessa's. "Nessa... Is that you? " I asked knocking on the stall. "Roni? " Nessa asked still crying. "Yeah. Yes it's me." I said. "Oh..." She said awkward silence was among us. So I decided to speak up.

"Hey do u remember when we were kids we used to play hide and seek all the time....you would always hide in these bathroom stalls and I would always find you.." I said. "Yeah I do remember....when u find me....i scream, freak out, and try to run away from you" Nessa said. "Yeah then I start chasing you down." I said as Nessa laughs. "Remember when we used to call each other baby cuz we didn't know how to say our real names" Nessa said. "Yeah... I do remember" I said laughing. "Remember when we used to make our own shows?" I asked. "Yeah I do...and. We made it Roni....we're in Jane The Virgin, a guest star in Faking It, we were in the Standoff-" But before she could finish I cut her off. "We did all that together...without each other we wouldn't be where we are right now" I said. "Yeah...." Nessa said. "Do u remember when I used to kiss ur cheek all the time and u get annoyed? I asked. " I do remember" Nessa said laughing. "That was the good old days... " Nessa said. "Yeah... I wish it would've been like that forever... " I said. "Well.... Things can change" Nessa said. "We can try to make it not change, listen I'm sorry for calling you a bitch, im sorry for everything I wait to you, I would have never said that I didn't mean any of it. I'm sorry I just snapped-" Before I could finish she cut me off. "No no don't be sorry. I'm supposed to be the one sorry here. Roni I can't lose you. You're my sister, my best friend. You're the only person that has always been there for me since the beginning, you're one of the only people who gets me and accepts me the way I am. You're like the most important person of my life and I can't lose you. I'm sorry I lied, I'm sorry I kept a secret, I'm sorry I broke our promise, I'm sorry for being a bad sister, I'm sorry for not telling u. Pls Roni forgive me I can't lose you..... " Nessa said. "Nessa you know that you'll always be the first person I go to when I have a problem. You're the only person that I trust so much I would never keep anything from you. That's why it broke me when u didn't tell me about Aaron. But i thought about it.... Our friendship can't get over just because of one fight, and one promise. We're so much more than that. Listen you're a really important person to me, you've been my best friend since....birth.... You've always been by my side no matter what, you've talked to me, comforted me, helped me and everything. No one knows me the way you do. Aaron talked to me yesterday... He told me that if I should get mad at anyone I should get mad at him and not you. He gave me advice and... He was right. You know Nessa... I'm very lucky to have a twin cuz having a twin.... You always have a best friend by your side. I'm thankful for u.... And I'm sorry for calling you stuff u aren't. I didn't mean what I said. " I said. "I'm sorry too" Nessa said. "I..forgive you" I said. "You do? " Nessa asked. "Yeah" I said as she opens the bathroom stall and looks at me. I look at her and pull her into one tight hug. "I love you" Nessa said. "I love you too. Let's never fight again okay" "I can't promise that but okay. That was the biggest fight we had yet.... I'm sorry for lying" Nessa said. "I'm sorry for calling u a bitch" I said as we keep hugging as Nessa pulled away. "Hey... What if we spend the day to ourselves. Just us. Best friends. No boys. No boyfriend. Nothing. Just us" Nessa said. "I think that's a great idea" I said. "What should we do tho? " Nessa asked as we look at each other. "SHOPPING!!!!! " we both said at the same time.

Shopping has always been Nessa and I's bonding time. Im rlly excited to go cuz its been so long and I rlly need new stuff. "When are we going? " I asked. "You down if I say now? " Nessa asked. "Sure just let me give Ethan a call" I said as Nessa nods and I dial Ethan's number. "Hey E um Nessa and I are going shopping. No u can't go cuz no boys allowed. It's like a sister hang out" I said. "So u and Nessa are cool now? " Ethan asked. "Oh yeah. We're cool. " I said as I look at Nessa and she smiles. "That's great!! I knew u both would sort it out. How'd you do it? " Ethan asked. "I'll tell you later but we gtg shopping rn so bye!!! Love yaaa" I said then hung up. "LET'S GO!!!! " I said as Nessa and I got into a cab going to the mall.

2 hrs later
Nessa's POV.

I am SOOO GLAD Roni and I worked things out. It's been so long since we went shopping together and I rlly missed this. We're in Urban Outfitters rn getting an outfit. I see Roni picking out a sexy outfit. Hm I wonder who's that for. "What's the occasion. Why r u picking out a sexy outfit? " I asked. "Nothing just wanted to try something out" Roni said. "Srsly Roni" I said. "Yeah... No. I don't like this" Roni said then put the outfit down. "You know if ur looking for a sexy outfit u can just wear a lingerie okay? " I said making fun of her as she laughs and hits me with a shirt. "I'm jk. Hey is this top nice? " I asked. "Ooh that's bomb" Roni said. "Yup I'm buying this" I said. "I rlly need new jeans rn cuz some won't fit me anymore" Roni said. "Did u get fat? " I asked. "What no!!! It's just that those jeans were like from 3 years ago. Wth Nessa why would u think I got fat? " Roni asked. "Because... Well you've been stressed lately and some ppl deal with stress through.... Food... " I said. "Well I'm not one of those ppl Nessa" Roni said. "Okay okay should've known" I said.

"So hey awhile ago you told me... Aaron gave you advice??? What are you guys friends now? " I asked. "Nah he just followed me and talked to me... And Idk" Roni said. "Okay but Roni I have a question" I said. "Okay what? " Roni asked. "Will u ever accept Aaron if he wanted to be your friend again? " I asked. ".... I don't know" Roni said. "Yeah or no? " I asked. "Idk" Roni said. "Pick one. Yes or no? " I asked. "Or... " Roni said. "Roni would u consider him as a friend if u guys actually talk? Don't worry I won't judge your answer" I said. "Maybe... Idk. IDK okay. Idk but I don't think so... Because-" Before she could finish I cut her off. "Because you're afraid your feelings for him might come back? Roni listen if u truly loved Ethan, you would just be friends with Aaron that's it. No strings attached. Just friends. Don't be afraid Roni if u wanna be friends with him.... Go for it. I'm sure Ethan will understand,. " I said. "Yeah but idk I haven't made an official decision yet. How bout u? " I asked. "Well yes. Bc Aaron and I were just friends before so that's a pretty easy question for me. Yeah. I wanna see if he actually DIDN'T change but honestly that's not what I'm worried about rn. I'm worried about Tyler" I said as Roni almost choked on the water she was drinking. "Ty-Tyler? You mean the Tyler from 3 years ago? Like the guy who kissed me and thought u were me? The guy who confessed to u and asked u out? The guy u rejected? " Roni asked. "Yup" I said. "What? How? Why? Huh???? " Roni asked. "Yeah ik. He told me that he stalked me on social media and then he came here to win me from Marco" I said. "um... When did this happen??? " Roni asked. "Yesterday... " I said. "Is he still in love with you? " Roni asked. "Of course he is. Why would he come here if he didn't stalk me? " I said. "Holy cow this boy just doesn't give up" Roni said. "Well yea. If he wants to waste his time... Then let him. " I said. "Rude" Roni said. "What's rude about that? " I asked. "Dude u should tell him ur not into him and you'll never be into him" Roni said. "I told him that already" I said. "And... " Roni said. "He still didn't give up... " I said. "Wow that guy needs help" Roni said. "Yes he does" I said. "So at first we saw Aaron... Then now Tyler. Wow. Do u know how long Aaron and Tyler are gonna be here? " Roni asked. "Tyler IDK but Aaron will be here for the whole summer" I said. "You're kidding me" Roni said. "I'm not" I said. "Oh heck no" Roni said. "Oh heck yes" I said. "Ur extra but ARE U FRICKIN KIDDING ME?! WHOLE SUMMER?! " Roni asked. "Ya.... Btw did he tell u why he left...?? " I asked. "Yeah but I can't tell you" Roni said. "And why not...??? " I asked. "It's.... A bit private for him" Roni said. "Oh ok nvm then. Anyways can we stop talking about boys and continue our shopping? " I asked. "Yeah definitely" Roni said as we continued shopping.

And here is a Ronessa chapter!!!! So do u guys like it? Or what? Idk but I wish u enjoyed this chapter. If u did pls vote. Would very much appreciate it and also tell what u think in the comments belowww

Side note: Marco will be back very soon. Specifically 4 chapters from now. Also idk if I can update next week cuz I'm going on a vacation, but if I can I will. So today I will be updating two chapters. Enjoy😉

Xoxo Nicole