Everything I Ever Wished For (Aaronica)(Varco)

Chapter 42: Inconclusive Emotions

Song: In My Feelings by Kehlani

Roni's POV.

The squad and I were just hanging out but I noticed that Ethan wasn't there. "Hey guys where's Ethan? " I asked. "Oh... Uh he doesn't rlly wanna go anywhere rn... " Grayson said. "Why?" Nessa asked. "I think you know why" Grayson said.

I'm not gonna lie I do miss my relationship with Ethan but he has to fix his trust in me or we are never getting back together. I love him with all my heart but as I keep saying. I can't be in a relationship with someone who doesn't trust me. In the other hand... Aaron and I are getting..... Idk. It's like.... The old us has returned.... We're already close but I feel closer and closer to him every day. He sure did change his look and all but he was still the Aaron I knew back then. The Aaron I loved back then. We were talking about our past rn and it's rlly nice to look back.

"Oh my God I remember when u were such a bitch to me. U were the biggest bitch I knew back then" Aaron said. "U were mean to me too!! AARON U EMBARRASSED ME IN FRONT OF PPL" I said as he laughs. "Oh I remember that" Aaron said. "Well did u regret it?" I asked. "Not at all" Aaron said as I roll my eyes. "I remember when u used to be such a fuck boy... Well nothings changed" I said. "I was just tryna mess with u" Aaron said. "Oh like u did with the others" I said. "Ur talking like u didn't play along with my game. Excuse me but when we were friends u flirted back" Aaron said. "When we were FRIENDS but when we were enemies I was annoyed" I said. "No u didn't. U liked it but u just keep trying to hide it. " Aaron said as I roll my eyes. "Ur an ass ya know that" I said. "And u are a hoe" Aaron said. "Excuse me. I'm offended" I said as Aaron laughs. "We're both special the way we are" Aaron said. "No I'm special ur not" I said. "For once I was trying to be nice" Aaron said. "Ur not nice" I said. "I didn't say I was nice. Do u have an ear? " Aaron asked. "Oh I heard something else" I said as Aaron laughs. "Clean ur ears darling" Aaron said laughing as I roll my eyes. "Oh my God remember valentines day where we-" before I could finish he cut me off. "Yeah how could I forget. That was the best kiss I had my entire life" Aaron said as I smiled and said "me too"

Shit. What the hell did I just say. Why did I say that.

Aaron looked at me with a confused face. "Oh uh I mean ur one of the best kisses I ever had" I said. "Really? Who's the best one?" Aaron asked. "Idk ur all good kissers" I said. "Damn Roni how many guys have u kissed?" Aaron asked. "I'm pretty sure you've kissed more girls than me" I said. "Lies" Aaron said. "Yeah I mean you were such a fuck boy before and even now" I said. "Pfft no I'm not. Ppl just like me cuz of my looks but unfortunately I don't like them back. What I find in a girl is not beauty it's the personality." Aaron said. "Oh really? What kind of personality?" I asked. "Like you- uh I mean I like girls with great personality ya know what I mean?" He asked. "Yeah I do" I said laughing. "so hey what's up with you and Ethan? Have u guys talked?" Aaron asked. "Nope I still need a little bit more time..." I said. "Okay but what if he talks to u? What will you do???" Aaron asked. "I don't know...." I said. "I'm still sorry that u guys have fights and it's about me..." Aaron said. "Aaron u don't have to blame urself for this. I want to be friends with you okay? And if he doesn't respect that then it means he doesn't trust me. This was a challenge to our relationship" I said. "Okay..." Aaron said as someone walks up to us. It was Ethan. OF COURSE.

"Hey guys" Ethan said. "Hey" everyone said as he went closer to me. "Hi" Ethan said nervously. "Hey...." I said awkwardly. "Hey uh Roni can we talk for a little bit?" Ethan asked. "Uh sure" I said as we walked somewhere a little bit far from the others.

"I miss you Roni, I miss you a lot. I'm sorry for what I did pls I need u in my life" Ethan said. "E..." I said. "Roni.. you mean the entire world to me. You've changed who I am as a person. Pls. Just don't break up with me" Ethan said. "I'm not breaking up with you were just taking a temporary break" I said. "Yeah but I know that it will only be a matter of time till u do" Ethan said. "What makes u think that?" I asked. "I don't know" Ethan said. "You're afraid that I'll break up with u and go for Aaron? Wow okay this rlly proves how much u don't trust me." I said walking away but he grabbed my arm. "Roni that's not what I meant" Ethan said. "Well it is to me. I'm sorry Ethan but I still have a lot to think about" I said walking away and went to the others.