Everything I Ever Wished For (Aaronica)(Varco)

Chapter 47: The Choice

Song: A Thousand Years by Christina Perri

The next day
Nessa's POV.

I was talking to Roni about her decisions and I can see she is taking a rlly hard time.... I feel bad. I'm trying to help her as much as I can.

"I can't make a decision Nessa, I just can't. I can't hurt any of them" Roni said. "Roni you have to make a decision." I said. "I can't. I love both of them" Roni said. "Well who do u love more?" I asked. "I don't know....help me..." Roni said. "I will. But honestly Roni....the only advice I can give u is that u can date anyone out of pity....like I know...u love Ethan but now ur thinking of choosing him just because you feel pity for him. I know deep inside ur heart you know the answer. Now if I ask u....who is in ur mind?" I asked. "Ethan...." Roni said. "Who is in your heart?" I asked. ".... Aaron" Roni said. "If I ask u....how does Ethan make you feel?"  I asked. "...loved....enough
..protected....amazing..." Roni said. "And how does Aaron make u feel?" I asked. "Idk...I just feel.... different around him like...the way I feel for him is unlike anything I've ever felt before. I feel....special with him." Roni said. "Roni whether you like it or not u rlly have to make this decision. I know it can hurt one of them but u have to do it for yourself. If they both truly love you, they would respect you for who you pick because they want you to be happy." I said. "Nessa...tell me honestly...if u were in my shoes....who would u pick?" Roni asked as I take a gulp. "Honestly Roni I don't know" i lied. "You're lying" Roni said. "I'm not. It's a hard decision" I said. "Shut up I know you're lying. Tell me the truth pls...I need your help" Roni said. "Okay fine....if I were you I would pick....Aaron...." i said. "Why?" Roni asked.

Roni's POV

"Like I know he left 3 years ago but even if I don't know the reason I'm pretty sure it's a good one. I'm pretty sure he left for you.....Roni when I first saw Aaron here he never wanted me to tell you because...he saw how happy you were with Ethan, he didn't want to get in the way of that, though he was hurting inside he just kept the pain in him and just ignored it because your happiness was his first priority. He was always in love with you, there was never a time where he wasn't, you guys had one hell of a past. You guys went to heaven and hell together. Like I know Ethan was there for you when Aaron wasn't but.... honestly Roni I look at the way u look at Aaron and Ethan and it's different. Everytime u see Aaron I see your face brighten up, every time you're with Aaron, you're completely yourself and you're completely happy. I know you're happy with Ethan too but when Aaron and u became friends everything was different wasn't it? The Aaron thing was a test between you and Ethan's relationship. It was a test of trust and love. It didn't turn out well. I know u love Ethan and so do I but make the right decision Roni. You can't date a person out of pity the result is that youre gonna be a rlly  unhappy person. So date the person you want to date. Love the one you truly love. Love the one who you see a future with. You know who you want to choose you just don't want to say it because you're scared he might hurt you like he did before, you're scared that it wouldn't work, you're scared that something would happen. You're just hesitating because you're scared of the future" Nessa said as I look down and just think. "Now....tell me....who do u pick. I won't tell I promise" Nessa said as I didn't answer. "Roni answer me." Nessa said but I still don't answer her. "Listen I'm just telling u what I think because I don't want you to make the wrong choice. I don't want you to spend the rest of your life with the guy who you don't even want to be with. Now tell me....tell me who is the guy who won your heart?" Nessa asked.               ".....A-Aaron" I said. "There it is! There's your answer. Are u sure? Are u final? Because u can't get the other one back" Nessa said. "I'm...sure..." I said. "Good" Nessa said. "What am I gonna tell Ethan?" I asked. "I don't know with you but just tell him kindly and nicely. Tell him how you feel and he will understand. But before u tell him...go to Aaron, talk to him, and tell him you chose him" Nessa said as I smile getting up then hugged her. "Thank you for helping me. I don't know what I would've done without you" I said through the hug. "I'm your sister Roni, I'll always be here for you" Nessa said as I smile then pull away. "Now go get your guy"   Nessa said as I smile then start looking for Aaron.