Everything I Ever Wished For (Aaronica)(Varco)

Chapter 34: Relationship Problems

Song: Trust Issues by Olivia O'Brien
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A week later
Roni's POV.

Aaron and I have been hanging out a lot lately, its feels rlly good being friends with him again. In the other hand.... Ethan and I are having more fights than usual. Lately he's become more protective, more jealous and all other stuff. Don't get me wrong I love Ethan. I just wish he trusts me. Today we're having another fight...about Aaron. AGAIN.

"ETHAN IM NOT GONNA FALL FOR HIM! " I said. "BUT U WILL WHEN U KEEP HANGING OUT WITH HIM" Ethan said. "E!! Will u pls stop being a jealous scumbag!!! I WON'T CHEAT ON YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU. I've been hanging out with Aaron because I MISS HIM! OKAY?! I MISS HIM A LOT. HE WAS GONE FOR THREE YEARS BUT I STILL WON'T FORGET EVERYTHING HE DID FOR ME BEFORE. YOU CAN HATE HIM ALL U WANT BUT PLS RESPECT MY FRIENDSHIP WITH HIM" I said. "Oh are u seriously at his side right now? " Ethan asked. "I'M NOT AT HIS SIDE ETHAN! I'M JUST SAYING U HAVE NOTHING TO BE JEALOUS ABOUT" I said. "I JUST WANT TO HANG OUT WITH MY GIRLFRIEND. BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE MY GIRLFRIEND IS WITH HER EX. " Ethan said. "WHY DON'T U UNDERSTAND THAT I WILL JUST BE FRIENDS WITH HIM?! WHAT DO U THINK I DO WHEN I HANG OUT WITH HIM? HAVE SEX? NO! ETHAN! WE ONLY TALK!!! THAT'S ALL WE FUCKING DO! SO PLS STOP BEING JEALOUS CUZ THIS MIGHT RUIN OUR RELATIONSHIP TOGETHER" I said then walked out of the room. I wanted to talk to someone, I wanted to talk to Nessa but I figured that she was hanging out with Marco rn since he just go back. So I just looked for Aaron instead.

Nessa's POV

Me and Marco were laying in bed together while Grayson is in the other side of the room just sharing at us wishing he had a girlfriend.

"Cuddling with you is like the best thing ever." I said. "I know right" Marco said. "Y'ALL ARE LUCKY U HAVE EACH OTHER" Grayson said. "Then get a girlfriend" I said. "Yeah dude it surprises me that u don't have a girlfriend cuz look at u!! If I was a girl I would've went for u already" Marco said. "Huh? " I asked. "IF I WAS A GIRL BUT I'M A GUY SOO.... " Marco said. "Thanks man but I would've got a girlfriend the other night if Missy (Nessa) over here didn't drag me away from two hot girls I was hanging our with in the party. Thanks a lot Nessa" Grayson said. "Welcome" I said as Grayson rolls his eyes. "Rude" I said. "Did I tell u that u guys are SOOO ALIKE" Marco said. "Us?! Pfft no" Grayson and I said at the same time. "First of all.... Twin telepathy right there. Second of all ur literally the same person. U act the same legit guys u act the same. But Nessa just has rlly deep dimples and Gray just has a rlly sharp jawline. Nessa is cute Gray is.... Hot" Marco said. "Bro are u secretly gay? " Grayson asked. "No!!! What the heck. Just bc I called u hot doesnt mean I'm gay dude" Marco said. "Yeah a lot of ppl have told us that me and Gray are alike" I said. "Cuz u are" Marco said. "No were not" Gray said. "Come on guys what's so bad about being alike? " Marco asked. "THAT'S GRAYSON. BAILEY. DOLAN. HE'S A FUCKBOY, JERK, ASSCLOWN, DICKHEAD, SCUMBAG, DOUCHEBAG AND ALL THOSE OTHER STUFF" Ni said. "THAT'S VANESSA. JO. MERRELL. EVERYTHING IS BAD ABOUT HER SHE'S A BITCH, A HOE, A WHORE, A SLUT, A WUSS AND A LOT MORE" Gray said. "What the fuck did u just call me Bailey? Did u just call me a sluT?? " I asked. "No I didn't... " Gray said. "Yeah Bailey don't call her that. Nessa ain't no slut. " Marco said defending me. "U guys know I dont mean that right...? " Gray asked. "Yeah" Me and Marco both said.

Aaron's POV.

"Hi" Roni said walking up to me. "Hey what are u doing here? Aren't you suppose to be with Ethan? " I asked. "I was with Ethan" Roni said. "Well what happened? " I asked. "I don't know... We fought" Roni said. "About what? " I asked. 'Hanging out with you... " Roni said. "Roni... If I'm the reason why ur having problems with Ethan I might as well...back off." I said. "No Aaron don't. I just had u back in my life. I don't want to lose you again" Roni said

What does that mean? Does this mean she still loves me?

"What do you mean? " I asked. "Aaron. I lost you once, I'm not losing you again. You might just be my friend rn but I missed you and I'm not losing you okay?" Roni said. "Yeah... " I said as Roni starts to keep quiet. "Hey.... You okay? " I asked. "It was a big fight... Ethan and I never fight unless its really serious. I just don't understand why he would be jealous I mean WERE JUST FRIENDS" Roni said

And that word hit me up so hard. I hate that word. As much as I want to be with Roni i can't... Cuz she's fallen for somebody else now. Well what can I do? I was the one who messed up

"Yeah he has nothing to be jealous about. " I said. "I'm just scared cuz the fight ended up in bad terms..." Roni said. "What'd you tell him? " I asked. "I told him that his jealousy might ruin our relationship. I can't be in a relationship with someone who doesn't trust me! Like I know he does but I don't know he just isn't acting like the old Ethan now a days" Roni said. "Well ppl change Roni" I said. "Yeah I know u changed a lot" Roni said. "Yeah but.... Ethan.. He loves you and he trusts you. He's just scared to lose you because he loves you. Ethan is just scared you might fall for somebody else, I'm sure u mean a lot to him more than u think. See Roni it's not easy to have a relationship like if I was Ethan I would be jealous too I'm not gonna lie I mean you're friends with your ex. Of course he has something to be scared of. I'm gonna ask u this question now... Are u happy with him? " I asked. "Yes" Roni said. "Do u love him? " I asked. "Yes" Roni said

Ouch

"Do u still have feelings for anybody else??" I asked. "No I only have feelings for Ethan and only Ethan" Roni said

Those words cut down deeper than a knife. It hurts to hear someone u love... Love someone else.

"Do u still want to be with him? " I asked. "Yes" Roni said. "Roni.. Do u know what I noticed about u and Ethan? " I asked. "No..." I said. "I noticed that you both deeply care about each other. Ethan looks like he's so in love with you and he would do anything for you. Ethan's the right guy for you Roni, he makes you happy, he never leaves you, he's always there for u. He's the guy you always wanted years ago. He's your dream guy. You guys deserve each other. Roni he was jealous because he was scared. I mean if I was in his position I would be too. It's scary to think that my girlfriend is friends with her ex. It's very scary. Ethan is scared to lose you because he loves you and you mean a lot to him. I know u want a healthy relationship but there is always gonna be a problem in every relationships Roni. Especially the serious ones. So.... Go to Ethan, talk to him, fix things with him and tell him you love him... " I said. "Thank you Aaron" Roni said as she pulls me into a hug. AFTER 3 YEARS I FINALLY HUGGED HER AGAIN. AND MAN IT FELT GOOD. "Okay you're right I'm gonna go talk to him now" Roni said. "Yeah okay bye" I said. "Bye bye" Roni said then walked away

Saying those words hurt me inside. But I just had to say it.... She's happy with Ethan and thats all that matters. Roni deserves a guy who makes her feel loved and happy. Ethan is that guy. Honestly in those 3 years I tried to go out with other women but all I could think about is Roni. I came to this place like a month ago and was extremely popular. A lot of girls were crushing over me but I still couldn't think of anyone but Roni. I thought of what happened to her and if she still loves me. I had hope for us....i had hope that if we meet again we would actually fall in love with each other again. When I saw her with Ethan...my heart broke into thousands of pieces. Ethan used to be my best friend so it hurt me even more. Honestly...nothing hurts more than seeing the person you love, love someone else. But sometimes u just have to let it go and try to push those feelings away. Roni moved on.... Maybe I should too.

Roni's POV

"E can we talk? " I asked. "Yeah of course" Ethan said. "What happened... To us? " I asked. "Idk... Ever since we got here we have been fighting a lot" Ethan said. "E I'm sorry-" Before I could finish he cut me off. "No don't be sorry. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been jealous I should've trusted you I'm sorry I rlly am" Ethan said. "There's nothing to be jealous about E, I love you" I said. "I love you too" Ethan said as I grab his face for a gentle kiss. "So are we okay now? " Ethan asked. "More than okay" I said.

OOF. DRAMAAAA. I feel so bad for Aaron in this chapter i mean hes trying to push his feelings aside but Roni keeps going to him for advice. Ouch.