Everything I Ever Wished For (Aaronica)(Varco)

Chapter 38: Feelings

Okay this be my first RonRon chapter ever since Roni and Aaron saw each other again.  Enjoy 😉

Song:  Sober by Cheat Codes ft Nicky Romero
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The next day
Roni's POV.

Today I decided to hang out with Aaron and Aaron only.  It's been a while since we hung out together alone.  I kinda wanna talk to him  just to ya know catch up and stuff.  Him and I were just walking in the sea side enjoying the view of the ocean. 

"Beautiful isn't it? " Aaron asked.  "Yeah very..." I said.  "Yeah um Roni can I ask u a question? " Aaron asked.  "Sure why not" I said.  "Why do u still have my good luck charm?  I mean why are u still wearing it in ur hand until now? " Aaron asked pointing at my bracelet.  The bracelet that he gave me.  "Oh...this. Yeah I wear it every day. " I said looking at my bracelet.  "Why? " Aaron asked.  "It was my only memory of you.  Every time I think about u I look at this bracelet" I said.  "Have u been wearing this for three years now??" Aaron asked.  "Yeah" I said. "Wow.... I feel...special" Aaron said as I laugh.  "Haha" I said.  "I had that bracelet my entire life.  I've had this since I was 5 my grandpa gave it to me before he died.  I wanted to give this to you cuz you're such a special person to me Roni.  You don't even know.... Even now ur still very special to me.  In those 3 years I never went a day without thinking of what you've been doing,  how you've been doing,  are u happy are u sad.  All I did was keep up with your social media. I missed you so much.... " Aaron said.  "I missed you too Aaron.  Though I still don't understand why u didn't tell me... " I said.  "I didn't tell u because I wanted to protect you Roni" Aaron said.  "I don't care.  We could've gone through all of it together" I said.  "Yeah but it was too much of a risk.  I'd rather let them kill me than you.  Listen I'm sorry okay I just wanted to protect you" Aaron said.  "Okay..." I said.  "Hey what was ur first impression of me when u saw me for the first time in 3 years? " Aaron asked.  "... I was mad.  And sad.  And angry and confused.  All at the same time.  I didn't know how to feel everything was coming all at once. And u? " I asked.  ".. Sad and well full of regret. " Aaron sad.  "Why? " I asked.  "When I first saw u Roni my face became bright.  Like there was finally light in the dark again.  Until... " Aaron said.  "Until what? " I asked.  "Until I saw you and my ex best friend kissing" I said.  "We're u guys rlly that close of friends? " I asked.  "Yeah we were best friends to be specific but something happened and well we drifted apart" Aaron said.  "What happened? " I asked.  "I think u should ask ur boyfriend instead of me" Aaron said.  "Well I'm asking you rn.  Ethan never said anything about this,  it was Alex who told me that u and Ethan used to be great friends.  I had to confront to Ethan about it and ask him.  He told me that something happened but he didn't tell me what it is.  Now will u pls  tell me? I rlly wana know" I said..  "Fine. Well it wasn't rlly that big of a deal,  Ethan and I we met online... I was in the Philippines when we met... He was in.. Well the US.  We became best friends through social media and after like 3 years of friendship we finally met.  We hung out every day and all the time.  We would tell each other all our secrets. I was making a new friend,  that new friend became my other best friend. Ethan didn't like him at all.  He has a grudge towards him. This led to a rlly big fight... He started to think that I like my other best friend more than him,  that I'm spending way more time with him than Ethan.  Ethan became really really jealous.  I wanted to talk to him but be wouldn't talk to me.  Until one day my parents told me we're going back to the Philippines.  I didn't get to tell Ethan cuz well he wouldn't talk to me so I talked to Grayson instead.  I was close with Grayson too but I'm way closer to Ethan . After that Ethan never said a word to me ever again."  Aaron said.  "Oh... Wow.  No wonder why theres so much tension between you two" I said.  "Yeah" Aaron said.  "Why didn't u try talking to him again? " I asked.  "He blocked me in every social media site I have on. When I came back to the US I was scared to see him again,  I never did.  Well not until now" Aaron said.