Everything I Ever Wished For (Aaronica)(Varco)

Chapter 4: GIRLFRIENDS AND FIGHTS

In the same day
Nessas POV.
Marco and I went back to Vidcon just talking and laughing. "MARCO!" I heard a girl yell as Marco and I look. "Clarissa?" Marco asked as the girl ran to him, jumped, hugged him and kissed him. "Hey! I didn't know u were coming" The girl said. "Well I wanted to surprise u" The girl said. "How long have u been here?" Marco asked her. "Since like 1 pm awhile ago" The girl said. "Oh yeah Nessa this is Clarissa my-" before he could finish Clarissa cut him off. "Girlfriend" She said as my eyes grew wide. "Girlfriend??" I asked. "Yeah. Hi nice to meet you Nessa" Clarissa said. "yeah u too. Hey I'm gonna go...look for Roni" I said. "Oh..um ok" Marco said. "So I'll see you later?" I asked. "Yeah" Marco said. "K bye Nice to meet u Clarissa" I said. "U too" Clarissa said as I walked away.

HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND?!?! WHY DIDNT HE TELL ME?! Did he even bother to tell me?! Right when I start to get feelings for him he has a girlfriend?! He should've told me that before I had a massive crush on him. Gosh dang it! Why didn't I ask him in the first place.

I was looking for Roni until I finally spotted her with Teala and Jessie. I walked up to them and said "hey guys can I borrow Roni for a minute I rlly need to talk to her" I said. "oh yeah ok" Teala said as I grab Roni and talk to her. "Hey Nessa what's up?" Roni asked. "He has a girlfriend" I said. "Um what? I don't think I heard that clearly" Roni said. "He has a girlfriend. They're right over there" I said pointing to the direction they're in. "Oh no...Nessa I'm so sorry" Roni said. "It's fine. I thought he was single. Why didn't he tell me?" I asked. "Why are you asking me?" Roni asked. "Honestly I felt something between us when we were hanging out, we almost kissed-" before I could finish Roni cut me off. "YOU ALMOST WHAT?!" Roni asked. "We almost kissed but we didn't. I didn't know he had a girlfriend. If I knew I never should've done that I feel so bad oh my God" I said. "Nessa. Nessa calm down" Roni said. "what am I gonna do about it? Should I ignore him? Should I not? What should I do Roni?" I asked panicking. "Well do u still want to be friends with him after this?" Roni asked. "yeah" I said. "Do u still like him?" Roni asked. "Yea..." I said. "Oh boy....well just try and not spend so much time with him k? This is exactly what I told u. Before u fall for somebody get to know them first" Roni said. "I'm sorry I didn't listen to u" I said. "It's fine now let's go back and talk to our friends yeah?" Roni asked. "Yeah" I said as we walked back to Jessie and Teala.

Marco's POV.
I never expected Clarissa to be here...I mean she's not the type of person to come at events like this. Tbh for a moment I forgot I had a girlfriend. I just had so much fun with Nessa that I almost kissed her. Heck I think I actually like her but that can't happen. When Clarissa kissed me...I felt so bad. I didn't want Nessa to see our kiss, I should've told her I have a girlfriend. Honestly...I've had so many fights with Clarissa. It's always been on and off between us but for some reason I just cant leave her. I know for a fact that I don't feel the way I used to feel for her but idk maybe I'm just afraid. Afraid that if I leave her I'm gonna miss her and not move on. Clarissa and I have been together for 3 years now, we've known each other since we were like 8. I don't ever want to leave her, but...I just don't feel the way I used to. Meanwhile...Nessa. when she went away , I felt sad. I wanted to go after her but I can't cuz Clarissa is here and she's gonna make a big deal out of it again.

Clarissa was talking to me but i wasn't listening, I just kept looking around trying to find Vanessa. "Marco? Hello?? Marco? Earth to Marco?" Clarissa asked. "Uh yeah?" I asked. "Did u hear what I just said?" Clarissa asked. "Yeah...yeah I did" I said. "What'd I say then?" Clarissa asked. "you know what I'm gonna go get some water" I said. "Um okay" Clarissa said as I get water. And for some reason she was just following me. "Will u pls stop following me for a second pls? It's creepy" I said. "aren't u suppose to be happy I'm here? My are you acting so different Marco?" Clarissa asked. "Oh nothing...I just have a bad head ache" i said. "Oh then maybe u should go to ur room and take a nap" Clarissa said. "Uh no thank you. Hey I'm gonna go look for someone. I'll brb I promise just stay here okay? Okay" I said as I storm out and look for Nessa and finally I spot her with Roni, Jessie and that other girl. "Sorry to intrude but uh hey Nessa can I um borrow u for a minute?" I asked. "Uh sure" she said. "Look I'm sorry I didn-" before I could finish she cut me off. "No it's fine. I just wished u could've told me earlier" Nessa said. "Yeah I should've...and I'm sorry I didn't I just forgot..." I said. "U forgot you had a girlfriend?" Nessa asked. "What no- well yes wait what?! No! It's complicated okay? Clarissa and I had a big fight before I came here and I didn't know if we were still together cuz she was ignoring for like 2 weeks already" I said. "Oh.. um okay well it's fine you don't have to say sorry. I understand now I think u should go to her cuz she's right over there looking for you" Nessa said looking across the room. I looked at the same direction Nessa was looking and I saw Clarissa. "Go back to ur girl Marco" Nessa said. "I'll talk to you later?" I asked. "K" Nessa said as she smiles at me and I smile back at her.

Goddamn her smile is gorgeous. Her eyes are gorgeous. Her dimples are gorgeous, she's gorgeous. Everything about her is literally perfect. "Wait what!? No! Marco! Snap out of it! Ur with Clarissa! Not Vanessa! Stop it! U can't have feelings for a girl u just met two days ago" I thought. I took a deep breathe and walked back over to Clarissa.

"Whats her deal?" Clarissa asked sounding jealous. "Calm down she's just a friend" I said. "a friend?" Clarissa scoffed. "Rlly? She looked like she was into you Marco" Clarissa said. "We're just friends okay" I said. "I swear to God if that bitch is stealing u from me I'm gonna-" before she could finish I cut her off. "WERE JUST FRIENDS CLARISSA. and don't call her a bitch" I said. "oh so ur defending her now?" Clarissa asked. "Are we srsly gonna go through this again?" I asked. "Yes if we have to" Clarissa said. "we don't have to" I said. "If u don't want a fight then stop talking to girls!" Clarissa said. "it's just talking Clarissa! What do u want me to do huh? Just ignore her? Cuz no she's one of my closest YouTuber friends now maybe even a best friend" I said. "Pfft you just met" Clarissa said. "U know what. I'm tired. I'm gonna go back to my room and take a nap" I said. "Im coming with you" Clarissa said. "Can...u not?" I asked. "Excuse me?" Clarissa asked. "I just need some time alone...." I said. "well um...okay?" Clarissa said as I walk away from her. Went up to my room and took a nap.

A few hours later I wake up with someone beside me, I looked and saw Clarissa. She was watching TV. "Wtf. When did u get here and where the hell did u get a key?" I asked. "Carlos" Clarissa said. "You've got to be kidding me" I said as she leaned in to kiss me but I pulled away. "What's wrong babe? (okay ew cringe) hey why do I feel like ur not happy to see me here?" Clarissa asked. "It's noT that...I told u. I had a massive head ache" I said. "Still?" Clarissa said. "Yeah a bit" I said. We were just laying in my bed until I hear a knock on my door. I didn't even get to open it the door already opened I looked and saw Nessa. Shit. "Oh um I'm so sorry for disturbing. Marco you left this awhile ago and I forgot to return it to you. I'm gonna go now bye!" Nessa said and stormed out. "Nessa wait!" I said as it was too late. I text Nessa.
Me: it's not what u think
Nessa: I'm so sorry for disturbing u guys
Me: we weren't doing that Nessa we were just laying in bed together btw how'd u get in my room?
Nessa: ur door was unlocked
Me: oh
Nessa: well I'm gonna go now bye
Me: um bye

"Well that was awkward" Clarissa said. "Can u pls um- never mind" I said. "What's the problem with you Marco? It's like u don't even want to be with me anymore" Clarissa said. "I DONT KNOW IF I STILL WANT TO BE WITH YOU OKAY?! One minute were fighting and then the next minute were back together. I don't want a relationship like that" I said. "We weren't fighting" Clarissa said. "U ignored me for 2 WEEKS CLARISSA! 2 weeks! And I thought we were broken up already" I said. "is that why u started to go out with another girl?" Clarissa asked. "Nessa and I are just friends. That's it" I said. "Friends? Rlly? Doesn't look like it" Clarissa said. "Here we are again with u assuming. So it's okay if u talk to other guys but I can't talk other girls? Wow Clarissa" I said and tried to walk away. "No. Marco pls dont walk away" Clarissa said. "what do u want me to do? Do u just want me to stay here and keep fighting with you? Im tired of fighting, I'm tired of us, so I'm gonna go take a little walk weather u like it or not" I said as I walk away from the room and slam the door.

I went out of the hotel just to walk for awhile. I wanted to get some air. I saw a bench and decided to sit down.