"It's lights out and away we go!"
Carolin has never been more excited for a Grand Prix in her life. Starting the 2018 season as a test driver for Toro Rosso was already a dream come true. But after a terrible crash in Baku she gets the chance to dr...
I woke up in Stoffel's arms and felt safe and sound. I didn't feel like moving this moment was just to good. "Good morning.", he whispered in my ear. I jumped a bit because I thought he was still asleep. "Don't scare me like that!", I complained. He chuckled deeply into my ear. His voice was very deep and I would be lying if I said that wasn't attractive. "Can we just lay here forever?", I asked and turned around in his arms to face him. "Believe me I'd love to but we gotta get going sometime. Daniel called earlier to tell me your flight leaves am 2 and it's 11:30 already.", he brushed sone hair from my face. "Flippin hell! Stoffel. I need to pack now!!!!", I rolled out of the bed and fell to the floor. "Lin what are you doing?", he asked confused as to why I was hectic all of a sudden. "Because I need to be at the airport in like 30 minutes.", I stated and looked at him as if he was dumb. "Babe it's a private plane... You leave the hotel at 13:15...", Stoffel explained. I must've looked confused as heck because Stoffel chuckled at my face. "Come back to bed now, ok? I already packed your stuff while you were still asleep. So we have 1 and a half hours left to cuddle.", he pulled me to him. We laid under the soft white sheets and the sun was shining through the window. "So do you remember anything from yesterday?", Stoffel asked while his hand brushed up and down my side. "Everything.", I answered truthfully. "Everything?", his face scrunched up. "Yes.", he started to turn away from me but I stopped him. "Hey! Don't do that.", my hand rested on his cheek. He looked really sad and took my hand of his cheek. "Don't. You don't feel the same it's ok. But please don't pretend.", his face full of sadness he sat up. But I don't even know how I feel? I thought I had a crush on Max. But now? "Stoff I don't know how I feel... Please don't shut me out. All I know is that I need you. And that a life without you is something I never want to imagine. Without you I would be nowhere. I need you. Just give me some time to figure it out. I'm 19. I know shit about life and feelings. And we both can agree that I'm bad with boys. I don't know what or who I want. Or if I even want anyone.", I was distressed. Tears sprung to my eyes when I thought about loosing Stoffel. "Hey. You're not gonna loose me,ok? Even if you choose Max.", he whispered the last part. "W-Wh-How?", I asked. "I'm your best friend. You didn't think I wouldn't notice the looks you gave him. It's fine.", he smiled.
"And where have you been young lady?", Daniel interrogated me as soon as I met him and the others in the lobby. "Don't act like you don't know it.", I answered and plopped down next to Max. "Thanks for getting Stoffel in the club. And I apologise for my behaviour.", I said to him. "No problem. It's what everyone would've done,", he smiled genuinely. "Still. Thank you.", I smiled.
The drive to the airport didn't take too long but I decided to go on my social medias and update them. Facebook was just its good old boring self. On Instagram however I had like a gazillion of new notifications. maxverstappen1 is now following you danielrivciardo is now following you fernandoalo_official is now following you lewishamilton is now following you . . . Basically the whole grid now follows me except for Massa and Raikkönen. I decided to post a new picture.
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