I hate to have to see you just carry on.
You are so strong,
But everyone has their breaking point.
You are amazing.
I can't say that I hate not being able to do anything.
I hate that phrase.
"I wish I could do something for you"
Or
"I hate that I can't help you"
So I will not say that phrase.
I will not make this about me watching you.
Me being helpless.
2017 was a shit year.
I knew it was shit year, especially for you.
But now?
2018 is even worse.
I know it is horrible being hurt,
But it is worse watching others around you being hurt.
You feel helpless.
I can't tell you that everything will be okay.
God I wish I could.
I'm here for you, and for everyone.
I see you.