I've been so scared of telling you I love you because it will make everything real.
But it's already real.
You have my heart, it was inevitable but I denied.
I've given you my heart and I'm terrified to see what will happen.
There are so many what ifs running around in my mind, bouncing from wall to wall.
What if he cheats on you?
What if he doesn't really love you?
What if it's not real?
What if he's lying?
But somehow you overwhelm the what ifs.
My heart is in your hands.
I can't change that no matter how hard I try, please don't make me regret this.