I despise having a crush.
Sure, you get all fluttery and excited when you talk, but it all comes to an end.
It took me months to develop a crush on her last year.
She was my best friend.
We were great together.
We were together for two weeks.
Then I ended it.
I was horrible to her.
I kept giving her hope that I could feel fro her again but then those feelings would go away again.
I've had little crushes since then.
Nothing major.
I would never want to be in a relationship with those people.
You were the first real crush I've had since her.
You are an amazing person, and so sweet.
I was so excited when I got a crush on you because I knew it was real and not just some little fling.
But alas, the friend zone, once again, embraced me with open arms.
