Away II

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You.
You've done this to yourself.
You've pushed me farther and farther away as you weighed me down with more and more of your problems.
Never talking about anything else.
Telling me everything that makes you sad but not trusting me.
You don't trust me.
You don't know me anymore, like I don't know you.
You are the reason you find yourself so far away from me and my heart.
You've done this to yourself.
You have pushed me farther and farther down.
Letting me sacrifice myself for you, all the while you saying "I wish I could help" but not relenting in the pain you put me through.
This is your fault.
I always tell you not to blame yourself.
To leave toxic friendships, and relationships yet you never listen.
I guess I should listen to my own advice.
You are toxic to yourself and I've told you how to help yourself yet you are so fucking stubborn, and refuse to do anything.
Instead you reply solely on other people, not doing anything for yourself yet saying you are lonely.
Yes, you may be lonely.
Do you know how isolating it is to always be the shoulder?
No. I don't think you do.
I love you, but I don't think I can do this anymore.
You have done this to yourself.

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