I need to talk to someone about this.
I need to open up and fully explain what I'm feeling.
I feel so helpless, so I decide I need help.
Yet when I try to talk to someone, I feel like I'm just wasting their time, and I get mad at myself.
I break down into tears, and I can't explain anything right.
What I do communicate when I don't even know what I'm feeling.
We always come back to it being too much.
It's all too much.
