My Mr.Romance♥[SABAHAN]

37)Warmness On The Soul

Song Title:Warmness On The Soul
By:Avenged Sevenfold

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Sya tdk pernah rasa takut mau balik rumah sbelum ni.

Sya buka pintu rumah pun teragak².

"Mum?"

"In the kitchen honey!"

Sya p d dapur sya nmpk Aunty Marry suda  duduk² sambil dia belek² fail pesakit.

"Sit down honey"

So I did.

"So.."

Sya mula suda telan liur,sya buka necktie (which actually happen to be Mason's tie sbb necktie asal sya tmpt dia)

"Ada problem ka d skola?"

Oh God..

"Uhm..no?"

Aunty Marry tutup fail dia sambil dia tingu sya dgn pandangan you-cant-lie-to-me-young-man

"Really,I'm fine"

She glared

"Oh? Care to explain how did this got in your room?"

Dia tunduk bawah sambil dia ambi to botol Jack Daniels yg suda kosong trus dia letak d meja.

Sya tutup muka sya sambil mengeluh.

"Kimmy"

Aunty Marry belai rambut sya.

"I thought we had agree that you'll stop drinking"

"I know,I know..I'm sorry"

"Want to talk about it? "

Sya angguk trus sya cerita pasal depression sya.(Minus the part yg sya smoking)

"That's why I did it..I drowned all my stress with alcohol"

"My poor baby"

Dia peluk sya erat² trus sya menangis d bahu dia.

"Maybe ..maybe you should see your teraphist again"

I pulled away in shocked and shook my head rapidly.

"Kimmy—"

"NO"

Fuck

Aunt Marry flinched at my cold tones.

"I'm s-sorry.."

"Its okay sweetheart"

She pat my hand and kissed my forehead.

"Kalau Kimmy tdk mau,tdk apala mummy tdk paksa..tapi mummy mau Kimmy tau yg kalau Kimmy ada niat mau buat appointment terapi bagi tau sja mummy.ok?"

Sya angguk.

"Ok,thanks mum"

Sya bangun sambil sya bawa beg skola sya.

"Kimmy?"

"Ya?"

She smiled at me which send a lovely warm on my soul.She really had a nice smile.

I was wondering..did my real mom had a nice smile like her?

"Love you"

"Love you too mum"

Then sya pun p d bilik sya.Lepas sya mandi trus sya mengampai d tilam.Lepas sya tingu² handphone sya trus sya tetidur.

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