My Mr.Romance♥[SABAHAN]

59)Semua berubah..

1 bulan kemudian

Mason p.o.v:

Dia tdk dtg skolah slama 1 bulan.

Selama satu bulan tu jugala sya rasa mcm mau gila x nmpk dia.

Sya ada dtg d rumah dia tpi setiap kali sya mau jumpa dia,cuma pintu yg d hempas yg jdi tukang sambut sya.

Dia ..

Dia mngelak dari sya.

Sya x tipu bila sya ckp hancur hati sya dia buat sya begitu.

Miserable..

That's what I am now..

"Bro?"

Sya kelip mata bila suara kawan sya menegur sya.Dia tgh pdg sya dgn muka risau and concern.

"ko okay?"

Sya angguk.

Dia mngeluh.

"Come on la dude..klau ada masala ko bole ja ba ckp sma sya..mcm la kau baru kenal sya ni..What's wrong Mason?"

Sya diam smbil sya tenung tu meja d depan sya.

"Dude.."

I don't wanna talk about it.

"I need to go to the toilet"

Sya bangun tnpa menoleh c Ryan.I just shove my hands in my pocket and keep my head down.

Sya exit kelas sya trus sya p d hallway.Sbenarny sya x mau guna tandas pun..tpi I know for damn sure kalau sya stay d kelas sma c Ryan sya x jamin sya x mnangis bila bckp pasal c Xavier.

Pride is bitch bro..

Sdg sya mngelamun dgn pikiran sya,sya trlanggar org d dpan sya.Sya trundur blkng smbil ready suda kunun mau mara irg yg d depan sya tu.

Tapi sya serta merta jdi kaku bila sya brtentang mata dgn 'person' d depan sya.

"X—Xavier. "

Shit..sejak bila sya start trgagap² ni.

I made sure I'm not dreaming by pinching myself.

Sna dia bdiri mnghdp sya.

Full view..

betul² d depan sya.

I had to restrain myself for not jumping at him and kiss the life away out of him like a mad cave man.

Sya tengok dia atas bwh.

Dia pakai full uniform smbil pegang surat.

Wait..
A letter.

Bila sya tengok betul² jantung sya trus brhenti brdegup.

"K—kau mau pindah??"

God..

Please..

Don't ..

Dia cuma tingu sya dgn blank expression.Mata dia no longer showing emotion mcm selalu..

Seolah² dia ni robot..

Dia x senyum atau marah..

Dia cuma tingu sya smbil bediri d tmpt dia skg.

Tambah sebak dada sya bila dia begitu.

"Xavier—"

Belum sempat tangan sya dpt sentuh dia suda dia step back.

See?

He was avoiding me.

"Please..talk to me"

Mau seja sya melutut depan dia tu masa.

Muka dia langsung tdk tunjuk sbrg reaksi.

God it hurt so much..

"Sya tau kau marah sya..so please..talk to me..anything..please say something..Hit me if you want to"

Nothing..

Just silence.

And frozen like a fucking statue.

Rasa nervous bila dia jeling sya trus dia mau pass sya seolah² sya ni cuma angin berlalu.

Sya tangkap tgn dia trus sya kasi pusing dia p tmpt sya.

Sya pegang bahu dia then to cold stare was back on his face.

Apasal dia ni robot sgt?!

What happen to the Xavier I've known?!

"I said talk to me!"

Kesabaran sya makin memuncak.Dia x trkjut pun bila dia kena teriak.Selalunya dia jump bila sya kasi naik suara.

But now..

He was a fucking robot.

And I really hate that.

"Please"

Sya merayu.Tanpa dsangka² tgn dia yg kecil tu mnggenggam tgn sya yg lebih besar.

"What else do you want me to talk?"

Gosh
..his voice was cold as his eyes.

Tgn dia mula mngusap jari² sya.

"Tell me Mason..what else you want me to say?is there something else to say? Does it matter?"

Pastu dia tepis tangan sya mcm tgn sya tu ada virus.

"You don't know how much—"

"How much you what Mason?I already had enough shit back one months ago..I was kidnapped,I was shot,I was torture,I was chained,I was cuffed like a fucking dog and the worst of it ..I was scarred for the rest of my life..A scars Mason a scars from a fucking psychopath that I used to call as my boyfriend..I feel haunted and scared for the rest of my life..can you fix that shit Mason?"

I cringe at his speech.

Sya x prnh dgr dia mnyumpah slama ni and I have to admit it it kinda sexy too..

My sweet inoccent angel has his own evil side..

I need to keep in mind to not make him mad at me again.

"Xavier wait—"

Sya tarik lgi tgn dia tpi dia cepat² undur dri sya.

"Forget everything including me..Shit happen and you won't see me again"

With that he leave me alone without having a chance to argue with him.

That's it..

This is the end..

This is the way I lose him..

I will never see him again..

__________________________

Kimberly p.o.v (hey there!!)

I shut my eyes as I walk away..

Memories with him replayed in my fucking head to make me feel guilty.

As much as I  want to be with him..

Sya tau sya x boleh..

Sbb in the end I'm the one who get hurt.

And I don't want that..

Sya x toleh belakang bila sya jln sbb sya takut kalau sya tengok dia sya akan lari balik p tmpt dia.

But I was thinking to myself..

Ada kh ni keputusan yg trbaik sya buat?

I don't know.

Sebutir air mata gugur d pipi sya.

"Goodbye my love. .."