I Hate That I Love You. | {z.m. & p.e.}

Chapter 9 - The Hate

I woke up early in the morning feeling happy and confident. I went on my phone and I went on Twitter to see what Zayn replied. It was the worst mistake ever. I had so many tweets and I'm not going to lie some were nice! But the rest was horrible. It was a bunch of Directioners telling me that I'm ugly and I should kill myself. But some said congrats and that we made a cute couple but everything else was horrible, after I couldn't take it anymore so I ran to the bathroom and I closed the door and I cried.

I never cried so much in my life, this was horrible, why would they hate me? Because I'm in love? That's not fair. Then finally I heard someone open the door quickly.

"Perrie! What happened?!", Leigh-Anne shouted as she hugged me. I couldn't talk, I just kept crying. Instead I just showed her my phone. And she looked through my phone.

"Oh God, Perrie..", she said.

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Jade and Jesy came quickly as soon as Leigh-Anna texted them. We all sat in my bed and while I crying, they were comforting me.

"Just ignore them Perrie, you're so much better than them", Jade said. She's right but I wanted to talk to Zayn.

Later that day the girls called Zayn and he quickly came. We went to the park and we were sitting at the bench, he was comforting me as much as possible.

"Just ignore them Perrie, they are fans, they are just jealous", he said.

"Yes, I know but just the horrible stuff they write about me it's just so...", I said. 

"Shhh..", was all Zayn said as he gave me a hug and he comfort me and it acutally felt nice, it really did.

"Look, I won't let anyone hurt you, okay babe?", he said.

I couldn't help but smile but I didn't want him to go against his fans because after all they are the reason why his group is so big, and I didn't want that to happen. "Thank you, Zayn", I said, "but your fans are important to you and I know how much they mean to you, I don't want to ruin anything, you're right they are just jealous, I get it, look why don't we wait until things cool down, I'm sure this won't happen like forever. I know I will get hate here and there but it's okay, I could handle it now", I said. Zayn just smiled and gave me a kiss on the cheek. 

Then we stayed here for a couple hours hugging and talking about our lives and how our lives have changed, forever.

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Author's Note: Hey guys I know I've been updating so late, just personal stuff has happened throughout the summer, but for sure I'll update as much as I can. Also I really wanted to write this chapter because I really hate it when Perrie or even Little Mix or even One Direction get hate, sending hate is not funny & its not a good thing to do, they have feelings like everyone else and especially the 1D girlfriends DO NOT deserve hate no matter how much you don't like them, just keep it to yourself. Not just sending hate to celebrities but also to anybody, anybody from school or online is not funny, please don't cyberbully or bully anyone because it is not cool. And if you've ever been bullied online or at school and you feel sad or depressed I'm always here for you, you can contact me through my twitter @imalikyoulou i'll always be here for everybody (: xoxo