I Hate That I Love You. | {z.m. & p.e.}

Chapter 15 - Let's do this

The next day, I've been feeling a little better ever since the girls and I have been rehearsing for the final. Of course we are really really nervous of this.

"Alright guys, you have a couple of more days till finals, just take a deep breath and everything will be okay, just do your best and I wish you all the best", said the host. Well we all took a deep breath, all of us were in the cafeteria because the host wanted to give us a meeting. We all knew he wanted us to feel confident, we did. "Alright that is all", he said and then he left.

The girls decided to take a break, I agreed too! "I'm going to my room", I said. I really just wanted to relax and maybe take a nap. Finally I came to my room, and I wanted to look at my phone and see if I got anything. I regret so much that I did because I got about 50 missed calls and 82 texts from Zayn. I didn't even bother looking at them I just ignored it. 

Leigh-Anne came in while I was looking at my phone. "Everything alright?", she asked.

I looked at her and then looked back on my phone. "Yes", was all I said.

"Let me guess-", Leigh-Anne said.

"Yes", I said again, a little annoyed.

"Well you know, you could always block his number", she said.

"I know but its not that", I said and then I sat on my bed.

"Then?", she asked.

"It's just that I can't believe he would call and text even after cheating on me", I said.

"I know but remember, you were set up with that management", she said.

"Right, that's why I'm so mad", I said. 

"Because you fell in love with him", she said.

"Right because I fell in love with this bad boy who is not really a bad boy, he's so much more than that, well I thought he was, because you know he cheated", I said.

"Who was the girl anyways", she asked. I looked on my phone and searched for the picture of Zayn and her and I finally showed it to Leigh-Anne as she was sitting next to my bed. "Oh she's not pretty at all, you're prettier than her", she said. I know she was trying to make me feel better and all. "Look, things happen for reason, and I think that if you really fell in love with him and you still are even after what he did to you, it happens for a reason, I'm not saying to believe him or back with him but you know, just think about it", she said. That actually made me feel so much better. 

"Thank you, really thank you so much", I said and I hugged her. She hugged back. Finally Jade and Jesy came, and we let go.

"You girls ready for the next round of practicing", Jesy said. 

"YES", I said. I was actually smiling when I said that. Was I actually happy now? What? Maybe, I don't know. 

"Perrie is smiling!", Jade said. I laughed and I stood up and so did Leigh-Anne.

"Come on girls, we have a show to preform in a few days", I said. 

"YAY!", the girls shouted and we formed in a group hug.

"SHHHHHHHHHH", someone said at the door. We looked to see who it was and it was the host. We just started laughing. "Girls keep it down, there are about 10 complaints on this hallway saying something about screaming and energetic girls being very VERY loud", he said.

"Sorry it won't happen again", I said laughing.

"Hope so, now take this to the practicing section please", he said.

"We will, we promise" Jade said.

"Good, better do. Gosh this happens with girl groups every year", he said to himself and then he left. The girls and I laughed even harder. 

"Alright enough let's do this", Jesy said. Then we went to the practicing section and we practiced, and practiced everyday until the final day. And like that I almost forever the person that I hated for loving him.