Forever & Always [Niall Horan]

{4} Bad Luck

I thought about what my actions were doing and I thought thoroughly about this to myself, why am I doing this?

Niall finally released, leaving my lips wet and smooth. Niall looked at me and looked straight down in his lap. "I shouldn't of done that" Niall mumbled, fidgetting with his hands.

"Yeah, i think it's time for me to go, it's getting late" I said gently and as polite I could possibly be. Niall had a guilty look on his face and I felt really bad for leaving him.

"But how will you get home?" He asked. It took me a while to answer and than I thought about the night buses. "I'll take a bus" I shrugged.

I grabbed my small bag and my jacket, throwing it around my body. Niall's face looked sad and he's eyes were swallon and deep, just like a puppy.

All of a sudden, i felt really bad for doing this to such a lovely and caring guy like Niall, but I really wasn't ready to be kissing someone I've only know for several days.

"I'm really sorry, I truely am" I began. "But I'm just not ready for this stage yet, i've only known you for a little bit, but don't get me wrong Niall, you're such a nice, lovely and caring lad, you truely are and don't let anyone bring you down, i just want to wait" I finished my sentence and Niall halfed smiled.

"You're right" he looked out at the city of Manchester and than back at me. "I'm sorry for what i did, i should of waited to see what happened next, i'm just a loser" he said, bringing his hands up to his mouth to bit his nails nervously.

"Niall, you're not a loser, don't say that about yourself and it's okay, everyone makes mistakes" I half smiled and grabbed his hand as he looked up making a small amount of eye contact.

"Friends?" He questioned, holding my hand tightly.

"Friends" I grinned and got up and finally said; "goodnight niall".

"goodnight zhanna" he ran his fingers through his hair and smirked a little. I have him a last look, he was so cute, he had his eyes looking out to the city, he hand was shaking and the other one was figetting in his mouth, I really liked him more than a friend but I can't just let him kiss me when we hardly know each other and yeah, I'm a massive fan and all, but I've never really met Niall and this was the first time in person, but i do know that he wouldn't do anything to hurt me.

I finally left the resturant and walked along the cold and icey side walks of Manchester. My jacket was zipped up all the way to my chin, I had a scarf in my bag that I'd wrapped around my neck.

The bus had stopped in front of me and a man walked down the bus aisle and scoffed. "What are you doing in the cold and icey streets of Manchester alone?" His thick english accent spoke.

"Waiting for my bus to come" I frowned.

"Well, little miss australia, is your bus taking you to London?" He asked, leaning up agaisnt the edge of the door.

"Yes, that's why I'm waiting here" I said, cocking my head to the side a bit.

"Alright, that will be two pounds please" he said, holding his hand out.

"Alright" i sigh, searching through my bag to find my wallet. "I can't find my wallet" I panicked.

"Oh no" he raised his eyebrows.

"Crap! I left it in Niall's car" I huffed.

"Where is your boyfriend? I don't see him" he asked, looking around.

"He isn't my boyfriend!" I snapped. I heard some coins in my bag and I pulled them out of my bag. "Ah ya! I've got some shrapnel left" I said, pulling out two coins.

"Well, you're a lucky leprocaun or either you're lucky because maybe you're boyfriend gave you the luck" he statted.

"Oh my god! For the last flying time, he isn't my boyfriend! Plus I'm not a leprocaun, he is" I said, folding my arms.

"Ah, well does that make him irish?" He asked.

"Yes! He's irish! Now can I please get on the bus before I turn into an ice cube" I groaned.

"Welcome aboard than and we're abouts in London will we be taking you?" He asked, moving out off the door way to let me through.

"The London Grand Plaza, thank you" I smiled and took a seat.

"Alright than" he sighed and put the coins I gave him in a jar.

•

I felt the bus stop and I woke up, yeah I was in a really good sleep. I rubbed my eye and looked out the window, I was already in London and outside of my motel.

"this is your stop right?" The man from earlier had asked me.

"Yeah" I said softly. "Thanks for the ride" I grabbed my bag and sat out of my seat.

"Anytime Australia" the man smirked.

"Wait, how do you know I'm australian?" I frowned. "You have a slang aussie accent" his tone in his voice sound like I was being idiotic.

"Right, well goodnight" I sighed and walked off the bus.

As soon as I got upstairs to my room, I saw a red note on the door and all my bags were outside on the floor of my room.

'RENT OVERDUE'

I saw written in bold writing across the red slip of paper. "Shit" i muttered.

I sat down on the floor and slammed my fist to the ground. "Why?!" I snapped to myself quietly.

I pulled my iphone out of my pocket and texted the girls, starting with Gemma.

'hey, are you busy? x'

'yeah, i'm in bed trying to sleep, sorry x'

'it's alright x'

I sighed and clicked onto Grace in my messages.

'busy atm? x'

'yeah, i'm with Ash, soz :( x'

'all good :) x'

Great, if all the girls are busy I'm literally screwed and I'd have no where to stay, better try Ella now.

'hey el, are you busy, i need help? x'

'no i'm not, i'm watching tv, whats wrong? x'

'thank god, i just lost my motel room and i need some place to stay the night or two, x'

'oh my god, that sucks and sure! i'll come and pick you up, just wait there, i'm coming, x'

'thank you! you are a life saver! x'

I locked my phone and put it in my pocket again as I waited for Ella to come and get me.

•

An hour later, I was at Ella's apartment and I'd made myself ready for bed. As i was getting into bed i started thinking about Niall.

What if he hates me now?

He probably thinks i'm a horrible person now

Why did i have to say no to his kiss?

I thought to myself as I climbed into a warm double bed and made myself comfortable.

I looked out the window and admired the amazing veiw I had had from where I was sleeping, soon enough my eyes became heavier and heavier and than I was taken away by a deep sleep.