Being real

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" I'm sorry Lucas, I'm in love with someone else" I said while looking at him apologetically. Lucas smiled at me slightly. " I guess that you're in love with Thomas" He ask more of a question. I nodded.  Lucas smiled at me. He rubbed my arms in a comforting way. 

" It's fine, I understand. You love him and I get that. Go ahead, go find your love one and be happy" He said while he slightly nudged his head to the front door with a small smile. I smiled at him. " thank you for understanding. Means a lot" I said while giving him a hug. 

" that's fine, now go" He playfully scolded and I chuckled. We both let go and I headed out to the front door to find the love of my life. I am so glad that the breakup between me and Lucas was peaceful. 

Lucas is a great guy but he isn't my type of guy that I could fall in love with. We just remained friends. Right now, I'm in my car driving off to Thomas house. I can feel my chest is pumping with excitement. Thomas and I have been best friends since kindergarten. We're always joking around together, having classes together and spending time together. 

I fell in love with him since when we first kissed. I mean we we're around 13. We both made a decision that we should be our first kiss. So we did kiss. Under the tree. In the night sky. I felt something during that kiss. It was something special to me. 

My head is full of thoughts. My hands are cold due to nervousness. I got this. I can do this. But i've never done this before. Who am I kidding? I want to do this. After few minutes of driving, I reached at Thomas house. 

I puff out air. Okay. I'm fine. I just have to tell him how I feel. I open the car door and went out. I closed back the door and walked up to his house. I bite my lip in anxious. I knock on the door twice. 

I heard some shuffling and the door opened to reveal the boy that I love dearly. He had a smile on his face and I smiled back. " Hey Y/N, what's up?" He asked." um nothing. I-i kind of want to -t-tell you something" I stuttered. I mentally kick myself for being so nervous. Thomas rest his arm on the door frame. 

I look at him and he was about to speak but he got interrupted with a high pitch voice. " Babe, is someone at the door?" My eyes widen. what? babe? Thomas turn his head and so did I. I look over at Thomas shoulder to see a girl. Blonde hair, blue eyes, and pretty. 

" Yeah, um Issabella  this is Y/N, Y/N this is Issabella  my girlfriend" He said the last part quietly. I could feel my knees almost gave out. His girlfriend? My lips started to quiver and my eyes started to water. 

I quickly blinked my eyes. " Um, nice to meet you" My voice cracked. Issabella gave me a small smile. " nice to meet you too" She said. She wrapped her arms around Thomas. That should be me. That should be my place. 

Thomas noticed my discomfort and he quickly asked " Whats wrong? are you alright?" He gave me a concerned look. And i just smile at him. " I'm fine" I said softly. Thomas narrow his eyes at me. He look unconvinced. 

" what were you about to tell me?" He asked. I blink my eyes at him. " It's nothing" I said. Biting my inside cheeks to not let out any sob. " are yo-" he got cut off by Issabella. " Babe hurry, the movie is about to start" She whined while tugging at Thomas arm. 

Thomas turned his head to look at me. I cleared my throat. "I have to go, you two have fun" I said softly and I walked away. Not bothering to look at him in the eyes. " I'll text you!" I heard Thomas shouted but I just ignored it. 

I quickly head in my car and drive off. I can see the side of my car mirror that he looks at me while I drive away. I sighed. I can feel my eyes started to build up when I kept on driving so I quickly parked my car on side of the road.

I let out a loud sob. That should be my place. I thought that Issabella and Him broke up months ago? what happened? why are they back together? I hate this. I rest my head on the steering wheel and closed my eyes. 

Trying to not think about it too much. 

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I woke up with a loud banging on my door. I groaned. I looked at the alarm clock that was on my nightstand. It's 3 in the morning? Who come to anyone's  house at this early hour? I heard loud knocks on my door again. 

I angrily opened my eyes and get out of bed. I stomped downstairs and reached at the door and I opened it. " what?" I said harshly before I look at who it is. It's Thomas. He look at me and smiled. I just gave him a poker face. I can tell my hair is messy. But I didn't bother to tamed it. 

" hi" He said. I gesture my hands for him to come in. He happily stepped in my house and went to the living room and sat on the couch. I closed my front door and walked into the living room. I walked to the other side of the couch and plopped myself in a lying down position. 

I closed my eyes trying to relax in the dark. I could hear our breathing in the cold dark room. " so are you just going to sleep like this while im here?" He asked suddenly. I opened my eyes again and roughly turned my head to looked at him. I could see his faint outlines from my backyard lights. 

I sighed. " what do you want Thomas? It's 3 in the morning and we have school tomorrow" I said in a monotone voice. He chuckled. " well aren't you cranky" He said. I slowly sit up. " It's 3 in the morning Thomas what do you think?" I said. I huffed. 

I know it's rude to be like this but I need to sleep or else I can't concentrate in class. And aside from that, he has a girlfriend which makes me jealous and upset. but as long he's happy then i'm happy for him.  "I came here to see you" He walked to my couch and sat next to me. I turn my head to look at him. 

I could hear his voice being serious. I nodded. " go on" I said while I leaned my back against the soft cushions on my couch. " Well" he paused. Trying to think of something to say. He rubbed his hands on his knees. I noticed it's a habit of his when he gets nervous. 

" I uh- I wanted to say that" I cut him off. " wait, I thought that your girlfriend Issabella was staying at your house but here you are in my home"I asked confused. I heard him sighed. " that's the point. That's why I came here to tell you that I broke up with her" He said while he ran his fingers through his hair. 

I can feel my heartbeat started to beat faster. " what?" I said. Is this real? " Look, Y/N I wanted to tell you this since for as long as I can remember. I like you. More as a friend. I didn't tell you cause I didn't want to ruin our friendship and make things awkward between us. I like you. You know what, scratch that. I'm in love with you. You are the first person that makes me feel at home and feel loved. I don't want anyone to share you except me. I want to be the one who I can call you mine.But you're already with someone else " 

I looked at him feeling shocked. Part of me feels shocked and happy. He took my hands in his . He rubbed circles on the back of my hands gently. " please say something" He whispered. I gulped. I let this all sink in. " Thomas , Lucas and I broke up. " I whispered back. " and I feel the same way like you do"  He smiled at me. I smiled back. 

Is this real? " I love you too" I said while I lifted my hands and stroke his cheek. He leaned into my touch and I smiled softly at him. He slowly leaned in and closed the space between us. His soft warm lips molded into mine perfectly. I smile into the kiss and so does he. We kissed passionately and slowly. 

I can feel chills running down my spine. We pulled away. Still smiling from one to another. I rested my forehead against his. I looked at his eyes. " but what about Issabella?" I asked. He shook his head and smiled at me. " She went back to her ex, turns out she'd  been wanting to break up with me I know that cause I kind of accidentally look at her text messages. and I didn't love her. I love you." He said. 

This time I smiled brightly. " I love you too" I said and we both sealed it with a kiss. This morning is worth it. I'm finally with the love of my life. 



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